I cannot bear the horrors of existence, I cannot even bare witness to them without losing my mind much longer

[DisillusionedDragon]

I feel like I am the only one who sees this world for what it really is. I know I am not but there are so few people out there like me that it is almost the same as if I were.
There is no place for me in this world. I will never be able to take a role in this crazy game called society and, to be fair, I don't even want to. I see no other way for this to go than five feet under fairly soon.
Alas, I don't have the courage at this point in time. And I hope this doesn't break any rules, but I would really appreciate if someone (maybe with a somewhat similar worldview to mine (antinatalism/pessimism/promortalism...)) would like to chat with me. I have no one to talk to. Every day I am silently suffering, unable to end my wretched existence. I truly hate my life. I don't find anything of it enjoyable anymore, simple pleasures don't work for me, to distract me from reality or even just for alleviating the suffering caused by this capitalistic hellscape.
It is late, I have just cried for hours and I have a terrible headache, so I will likely fall asleep of exhaustion fairly soon and any replies will take a while.
Thanks for listening, I appreciate you.
DD

 

[Pisceslilith]

I'm sorry you're hurting, I totally agree with everything you said. Life isn't appealing at all, I can't wait to finally get the fuck out of here. It's all just a waste of time and energy. Everything is a distraction. I really hate being here too everything feels so pointless and boring. I feel out of place too. This whole thing sucks.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is a nightmare, I mean we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. Life also scares me as there is unlimited potential for suffering. I am tired of life as well and I just do not see a point to it all. I am simply not meant for this world. I'm sorry you are going through this, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Was the opposite of this not too long ago. But, life decided to show me what the world is truly like and I am awake to the horrors of reality. Yeah, I feel pretty much the same as you do.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

And I hope this doesn't break any rules, but I would really appreciate if someone (maybe with a somewhat similar worldview to mine (antinatalism/pessimism/promortalism...)) would like to chat with me. I have no one to talk to. Every day I am silently suffering, unable to end my wretched existence.

I'd be HONORED to chat with someone who feels like I do about existence!!!!! PMing...

 

[Rogue Proxy]

I would be glad to speak with anyone who's interested in antinatalism, promortalism, pessimism, and misanthropy. Feel free to chat or PM me!

 

[Zzzzz]

Existence of course is horrific because it is predatory in nature.