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Emily123

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There was always a part of my personality which was a hero . She was a warrior and it never lost a battle . it becomes alive again inside me of and it leads me to death as highest position of freedom . I don't have fears about death anymore . I will fight for my freedom and I will win the battle . it is something that the majority of the people in the world can't do it but I can because I am still a special person . it was very difficult for me to overcome my fears . But I did it and it is now my descion when I want to CTB .
 
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There was always a part of my personality which was a hero . She was a warrior and it never lost a battle . it becomes alive again inside me of and it leads me to death as highest position of freedom . I don't have fears about death anymore . I will fight for my freedom and I will win the battle . it is something that the majority of the people in the world can't do it but I can because I am still a special person . it was very difficult for me to overcome my fears . But I did it and it is now my descion when I want to CTB .
Very well written.. I hope you find peace and achieve the freedom you deserve. Good luck ✌
 
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Wish I could say the same about myself . good for you @Emily123 . take care dear.
 
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Im glad for your bravery. Im slowly getting there. How did you overcome your fears Nd blocks if i may ask?
 
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Im glad for your bravery. Im slowly getting there. How did you overcome your fears Nd blocks if i may ask?
I just started focusing on the powerful side of my personality . I was seeing before than my weakness and failiurs leaded me to this position and it was true . But I don't need to keep my weakness while i am catching the bus . it's a battle and i need to use the powerful part of my personality to win it
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I just started focusing on the powerful side of my personality . I was seeing before than my weakness and failiurs leaded me to this position and it was true . But I don't need to keep my weakness while i am catching the bus . it's a battle and i need to use the powerful part of my personality to win it
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I like how you think. Thats how im getting braver about my ctb. It sure is a battle. Wish you all the best.
 
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