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I can feel it getting closer, I hate myself with such conviction.

Loser1989

Loser1989

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Dec 18, 2024
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Housemate found my vodka, poured it away. I have no money to buy more, I'm anxious as all get out. This whole living thing is such garbage, I've fucked up majorly.

I'd rather back out than try to fix my mess. I care about my family but my god am I a burden. I am such a fucking idiot.

I'm going to give myself until the 12th of January. Then I'll CTB if nothing changes. Seems short but who cares.
 
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