Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Student
Dec 8, 2025
133
I can only seem to constrict my carotid arteries when I lift my head up, if I keep it forward or put it down, I just choke and don't feel sleepy. If I could get help with this I would gladly appreciate it.

I just wanna know that I won't wake back up and find myself choking. I believe that's happened a couple of times during practice. It felt like I was asleep dreaming, then all of a sudden I'm choking.
 
Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
55
Personally, I didn't experiment long with partial before I gave up and started planning fsh, so I don't have much to offer.
I do, however, encourage you to check out this thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...h-partial-and-full-suspension-hanging.175612/

Particularly the second thread linked in that thread. "Learn from people who have succeeded with partial." It's a grim watch, but you will get the answer you're looking for.
Good reading, and may you find peace o7
 
ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
184
Hey, mind if I ask you a question? (Don't know enough to answer yours) I've been practicing knots and testing it all, since I intend to leave soon, but haven't even managed to pass out. I'm gonna go fhs on the day, but I'm practicing with partial.

Before you pass out (you seem to pass out and wake up choking if I understood correctly), do you feel your facial muscles relaxing, like mouth opening and eyes heavy? I've managed only to reach that point before instinctively letting go of the rope. I didn't feel myself choking or having to breath, nor did my vision start to go black, but I wonder if the facial thing means I'm close to passing out, or if I'm just doing it wrong?

If anyone could help ;)
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Mage
Jul 3, 2025
555
Did
Hey, mind if I ask you a question? (Don't know enough to answer yours) I've been practicing knots and testing it all, since I intend to leave soon, but haven't even managed to pass out. I'm gonna go fhs on the day, but I'm practicing with partial.

Before you pass out (you seem to pass out and wake up choking if I understood correctly), do you feel your facial muscles relaxing, like mouth opening and eyes heavy? I've managed only to reach that point before instinctively letting go of the rope. I didn't feel myself choking or having to breath, nor did my vision start to go black, but I wonder if the facial thing means I'm close to passing out, or if I'm just doing it wrong?

If anyone could help ;)
did your head got hot and felt like it'd explode? Did you have a headache after you did your tests? And also how intense was the pain on your neck? You mentioned you didn't have the need to breathe how is that possible if i may ask? I mean when I practiced hanging today the moment i put pressure on the neck i wanted to breath maybe its because i smoke lots of cigarettes who knows …. From what I experienced in my hanging practicing is that hanging yourself will absolutely hurt horribly in that time in which you're still conscious it will hurt like hell especially with full hanging what i wanna do…..so now think of it before you do it you know there'll be this huge damn pain i guess this knowledge will trigger my si but in the end what else can we do? Theres unfortunately no on/off button that we could press and die
 
ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
184
Did

did your head got hot and felt like it'd explode? Did you have a headache after you did your tests? And also how intense was the pain on your neck? You mentioned you didn't have the need to breathe how is that possible if i may ask? I mean when I practiced hanging today the moment i put pressure on the neck i wanted to breath maybe its because i smoke lots of cigarettes who knows …. From what I experienced in my hanging practicing is that hanging yourself will absolutely hurt horribly in that time in which you're still conscious it will hurt like hell especially with full hanging what i wanna do…..so now think of it before you do it you know there'll be this huge damn pain i guess this knowledge will trigger my si but in the end what else can we do? Theres unfortunately no on/off button that we could press and die
I don't mind the pain. I can tolerate it if I know death is to follow. As to the pressure, I feel it only when I lean slowly, but when I drop (sitting on the wall) and hold the rope above my head, I get no exploding feeling.

I also smoke, but a pack a week at best. What I do is I inhale before I drop, that should help.

Only thing that hurts a bit after is my neck. But then again, I haven't been able to pass out, so idk if I'm doing it right.

The fact so many people succeeded in hanging themselves, past and present, is proof that it is possible. It's one of the less scary methods for me.