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Wisdom3_1-9
he/him/his
- Jul 19, 2020
- 1,954
Since I've decided to kill myself, it dawns on me that I can do anything I want without having to fear the consequences. I might be going crazy with this newfound power. I'm someone who always stays within the limits and hates breaking rules. I've watched others play loose with the rules, say whatever they want whenever they want, and their lives are seldom if ever plagued by the consequences. Meanwhile, I've played by the rules, denied my less desirable urges, and have still been made to suffer. Well, I'm sick of that.
Just before I go, I'm going to cause hell. I'm going to say all the things I've wanted to say to those who've persecuted me, and I want it to be their final memory of me. I'm not going to mince words or tread carefully. I don't care about the aftermath of it. I'll be dead and gone. I hope they suffer. I hope they hurt. I hope they feel some semblance of the pain they put me through.
I'm not going quietly. My death is going to be an event. No one else is going to die or be physically injured, but I'm going to make my departure memorable. Everyone who hurt me will know what they did.
This is very out of character for me, but I don't really care. Maybe I'll chicken out because it's not in my nature, but I sure hope I don't. Being 'myself' has obviously not worked out well. One last chance to be someone else.
Just before I go, I'm going to cause hell. I'm going to say all the things I've wanted to say to those who've persecuted me, and I want it to be their final memory of me. I'm not going to mince words or tread carefully. I don't care about the aftermath of it. I'll be dead and gone. I hope they suffer. I hope they hurt. I hope they feel some semblance of the pain they put me through.
I'm not going quietly. My death is going to be an event. No one else is going to die or be physically injured, but I'm going to make my departure memorable. Everyone who hurt me will know what they did.
This is very out of character for me, but I don't really care. Maybe I'll chicken out because it's not in my nature, but I sure hope I don't. Being 'myself' has obviously not worked out well. One last chance to be someone else.