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Edit: I updated my post

So, I went to browse convenience stores to see if I can find something useful for me to buy. To my surprise, I found following items in 2 stores I explored (by foot, no online ordering)

350 ml auto car tire inflator (it came with hose attached. Just apply some pressure to press button and as long as button is pressed, gas will be released through the hose). Contains: propane, butane. At least 60F temperature is required for it to work effectively. I bought one, but I regretted not buying two cans, so I went to another shop. In another shop, I couldn't find this item, but I found the following item:

250 ml butane can for filling lighters. I didn't know such a thing was available. It didn't come with hose attached, but the hose of car tire inflator worked with this can too.

Price: about $1 - $2

These cans are much more simpler than R-134a refrigerants. No need to buy valve, hose, regulator; attach them, make a complicated setup

But yeah, weather here is below 12C, do you think butane can work at this temperature? Its boiling point makes it unsuitable to use at colder temperatures


That's it. My only problem remaining is that I can't secure my bag to my chest. Earbud cables were sturdy enough but, I couldn't figure which knot should I use so sea won't wash away my backpack from me. Considering backpack will be at least 5kg, it shouldn't unwind from my body. Also, I hope that they will work at cold Temperatures

I will use these cans as sedatives / making me feel dizzy. Medications aren't available without prescription so I have to use such stuff
Update:

According to my small research just now, weather temperature doesn't matter so much. Before starting to spray and inhale it, I can simply warm up can and raise its temperature to, say, 60F. Obviously, I can't use lighter, flame. I don't know, but there should be a way to warm can to 60F without using flame. Maybe I can bring with myself one bottle of hot water, add water to can so it becomes warm? This is one possibility, but before I arrive at sea which is so far, hot water inside bottle will become colder


Find a way to securely attach backpack to my chest so I won't float and my face won't face upwards; warm up can to required temperature and press the button and keep pressing button until I lose my consciousness and be drowned (I can go as deep as I can to sea, until water is my chest level. Seawater shouldn't touch can so its temperature won't be lowered)

my method: drowning, combined with inert gas method (inhaling butane through hose in a butane 250 ml can, with or without plastic bag covering my head)

How do you think of my method? Thanks for reading my post
 
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You might not even need butane. There is a thread somewhere here saying that if you hyperventilate alot and go underwater, you will lose consciousness.
As for 250ml Butane I have no idea whatsaever if it's enough or not.
 
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You might not even need butane. There is a thread somewhere here saying that if you hyperventilate alot and go underwater, you will lose consciousness.
As for 250ml Butane I have no idea whatsaever if it's enough or not.
I didn't test butane itself, but I tested deodorant. Just one spray on towel, and inhaling towel - it was enough to make me lightheaded for about 30 minutes at least

I can only imagine, if I directly inhale butane, without deodorants, without irritants added to it - probably I will be unconscious as soon as possible

I use butane as a replacement for sedatives, alcohol, choking myself by swallowing food to block windpipe (butane itself causes asphyxiation in lungs)

Before inhaling butane or propane, I will hyperventilate. Hyperventilation before inhalation increases its effectiveness
 
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**** yeah, give it to me this is Heaven.
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I didn't test butane itself, but I tested deodorant. Just one spray on towel, and inhaling towel - it was enough to make me lightheaded for about 30 minutes at least

I can only imagine, if I directly inhale butane, without deodorants, without irritants added to it - probably I will be unconscious as soon as possible

I use butane as a replacement for sedatives, alcohol, choking myself by swallowing food to block windpipe (butane itself causes asphyxiation in lungs)

Before inhaling butane or propane, I will hyperventilate. Hyperventilation before inhalation increases its effectiveness
Im a little confused, are you chocking with food or drowning in water? Or do you combine them?
 
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Im a little confused, are you chocking with food or drowning in water? Or do you combine them?
Drowning in water. Not choking. Asphyxiation by gas inhalation replaces choking. Because both choking and gas inhalation cause hypoxia. Gas inhalation is much simpler than choking. It is a Good alternative to choking
 
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