Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
my dreams are very vivid. In my dream, I remember being so miserable that I made the attempt. Dream "me" bit off the upper part of a candle and swallowed it. For some reason, i thought it was an actual method that was supposed to work when tried.

I remember feeling some regret afterward but it wasn't the strong regret I felt years ago whenever I thought I was about to die from an illness.

I think I'm getting closer...
 
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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
Wow that's some deep dream. So how did you feel when you woke up?
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
I was just wondering where you've been!
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I also remember once a dream that in one part I did ctb. It made me think that, that idea was accepted deep in me. May be it wasn't the lesson to learn, but I was happy to have that dream. I can't remember how I did it in my dream. I forgot.
These last year I don't sleep well and I wake up once every hour, and I don't remember to dream.
 
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borntodie777

borntodie777

Enlightened
Jan 1, 2019
206
my dreams are very vivid. In my dream, I remember being so miserable that I made the attempt. Dream "me" bit off the upper part of a candle and swallowed it. For some reason, i thought it was an actual method that was supposed to work when tried.

I remember feeling some regret afterward but it wasn't the strong regret I felt years ago whenever I thought I was about to die from an illness.

I think I'm getting closer...

Look into astral dreaming, it feels so realistic too
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Me, too.
 
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