Venting I am starving myself. Happy now?

[SunflowerBee$$]

I am only eating one meal a day, desperately trying to loose weight. I hope my mom can feel happy now and stop fucking commenting on my weight and on how "much" I am eating.

 

[𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆]

I use losing weight as coping mechanism, it's like I'm gaining contol over at least 1 aspect of my life again. It brings me some sort of comfort.
Also I'm sorry that you have to put up with this bullshit, must be hella annoying and frustrating... Wish people understood how damaging their words can be.

 

[Amyend88]

I have an interesting take on weight, which others may share or not. I feel that the lighter I am, the less painful CTB will be. Like, there's less of me and so by default, it equals less pain. It may sound strange to many, but perhaps someone shares this feeling?