AvenWav
I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
- Feb 13, 2023
- 20
Hi, my real name is Lorenzo and I would like to share with the community my plans and my thoughts about ending my life.
(Disclaimer, my apologies for the bad grammar, it's not really easy for me since English is not my first language)
{Short backstory to give context, feel free to skip it}
It's already been 6 months since my first thought of ending it all have faced me. After it a long succession of sort-alike thoughts have been haunting me since.
I never saw them as a bad thing but actually like a relief. It was in fact like I was finally facing what I really wanted in life, a supreme ending of all the suffering that I have been thru.
I am not really sure to share everything I experienced, but since it got me here I think you can imagine what happened.
{My plan/Idea}
My idea for my ending was to find a quick and painless way to ctb, after some research I fount some resources that lead me to think that lethal sedatives such as Nembutal could do a great job.
Since I am pretty naive to this topic, I would like to send my request out there to everyone who is so kind to help me thru out this journey,
thank you.
(Disclaimer, my apologies for the bad grammar, it's not really easy for me since English is not my first language)
{Short backstory to give context, feel free to skip it}
It's already been 6 months since my first thought of ending it all have faced me. After it a long succession of sort-alike thoughts have been haunting me since.
I never saw them as a bad thing but actually like a relief. It was in fact like I was finally facing what I really wanted in life, a supreme ending of all the suffering that I have been thru.
I am not really sure to share everything I experienced, but since it got me here I think you can imagine what happened.
{My plan/Idea}
My idea for my ending was to find a quick and painless way to ctb, after some research I fount some resources that lead me to think that lethal sedatives such as Nembutal could do a great job.
Since I am pretty naive to this topic, I would like to send my request out there to everyone who is so kind to help me thru out this journey,
thank you.