I know title is weird but oxygen is the reason I am here. My preferred method is nitrogen. Firstly, it's hard to come by, if I do get it, my struggle will be getting a mask.
My first attempt was hanging, multiple times but asphyxiation is not fun. Also SI is a beast. I fucken hate it.
It's like I know I want to die but I can't.
I thought if trying heroine but I am scared.
How do I find it? How do I know that it's not laced with something else? What if I don't die? Then I am an addict.
I don't know what to do now. I really want to die though.
So what can I try. I don't want to be here. I hate waking up
My first attempt was hanging, multiple times but asphyxiation is not fun. Also SI is a beast. I fucken hate it.
It's like I know I want to die but I can't.
I thought if trying heroine but I am scared.
How do I find it? How do I know that it's not laced with something else? What if I don't die? Then I am an addict.
I don't know what to do now. I really want to die though.
So what can I try. I don't want to be here. I hate waking up
