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Soontocatch

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Feb 20, 2025
38
I am scared,I have backed out of this many times and pushed it as far as I possibly could.But now I have to do it, but I am scared.I am scared of ctb but also I am scared of going through whatever lies ahead.Its crushing me so much that sometimes I just feel like I should ask someone for help, but it is a temporary solution because I know somewhere down the line I will fall back in the same state I am.
Hopefully I just commit to it soon.
 
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"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Sorry to hear about your stress. What do you mean, "the same state"?
 
northevelyn

northevelyn

Little Void
Mar 26, 2025
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We're here if you need to express these feelings more.
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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Apr 28, 2020
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don't generalize, you can't know what lies ahead.
It depends from your situation; some are easier to get solved than others. It depends for how long you tried and failed.
When I was younger I was suicidal for different reasons than now. If I trusted more in my own value and denied others to exploit me, I could have managed to settle my life.
 
FrozenOcean

FrozenOcean

Member
Mar 21, 2025
32
I'm sure you have TONS of company here. We are all scared to some degree. When the time is right your will to die will overcome your fear. I know how frustrating it can be, I'm going through the same thing.
 

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