I am ready to order the S N and have my planned location sort of decided

[Now_And_Then]

I am just writing this little post to try and combat my intrusive thoughts


I am ready to order the S N to do the deed . I know I need to read up a little on how to use it first , but I am fairly certain this is my preferred method . Yes , it will be painful , but it is a better pain than what is going through my head right now


I want to do it in a quiet part of the cathedral I was christened in after I was born , preferably after they have shut the place for the night


This world is a disturbing circus

 

[Zal]

Please make sure that regardless of your choice, you will reach your own goal. Because the worst thing that could happen is that you fail and will not be able to reach your goals anymore whatever they are.

 

[Blackjack]

I am just writing this little post to try and combat my intrusive thoughts


I am ready to order the S N to do the deed . I know I need to read up a little on how to use it first , but I am fairly certain this is my preferred method . Yes , it will be painful , but it is a better pain than what is going through my head right now


I want to do it in a quiet part of the cathedral I was christened in after I was born , preferably after they have shut the place for the night


This world is a disturbing circus

A public place like a cathedral might not be wise?

 

[Now_And_Then]

A public place like a cathedral might not be wise?

I am thinking to do it after their doors are closed . I want to try and find a isolated spot in the cathedral , maybe behind or in the toilets area . I have been locked in their before

There has to be a way I can do it in that cathedral and not be found

 

[Stan]

May I ask if you believe in religion specifically or is it the cathedral itself you find comforting?

 

[Now_And_Then]

May I ask if you believe in religion specifically or is it the cathedral itself you find comforting?

It is the cathedral that is where I grew up and I was christened in just after I was born . My old school is also next to it

I will make sure there are no people , especially kids , around when I do it

It is when my world seemed bright ( my child hood ) so I want to go out from there