I am new here, hi everyone

[LosingHealthFast]

Hi I am new here! I have been ill for most of my life, lately my health problems have gotten out of hand, I am very ill right now. Ive been chronically ill for long, am disabled, I've also been suffering from mental problems as the result of my illness for many years, finally found effective treatment, which meant I got at least healthy enough so I could start a social life again (in a wheelchair), but since the end of last summer my health has been declining like crazy.

Just wanna be prepared, I've been living on borrowed time since my 20s, and while I do enjoy life when I feel ok, it seems pointless to me to continue if the future only holds suffering. rather kill myself than suffer for weeks in a hospital.

I have no clear diagnose! Still not! Its been making me very sad. Still researching treatment options, because tere stil is a glimmer of hope.

I am honored to be part of this forum, and to meet you all :) Very grateful to have found this forum. Could really use some support and help, also in researhing FAST how to kill myself. (preferred method is hanging, or amitriptiline death)

(I moodswing as the result of toxin build up, so if I act weird or unreasonable at times, please keep in mind its the result of me beeing very, very ill. If I make no sense, same thing. please dont kick me if this happens.. just tell me im moodswinging)

 

[Lara Francis]

Hi I am new here! I have been ill for most of my life, lately my health problems have gotten out of hand, I am very ill right now. Ive been chronically ill for long, am disabled, I've also been suffering from mental problems as the result of my illness for many years, finally found effective treatment, which meant I got at least healthy enough so I could start a social life again (in a wheelchair), but since the end of last summer my health has been declining like crazy.

Just wanna be prepared, I've been living on borrowed time since my 20s, and while I do enjoy life when I feel ok, it seems pointless to me to continue if the future only holds suffering. rather kill myself than suffer for weeks in a hospital.

I have no clear diagnose! Still not! Its been making me very sad. Still researching treatment options, because tere stil is a glimmer of hope.

I am honored to be part of this forum, and to meet you all :) Very grateful to have found this forum. Could really use some support and help, also in researhing FAST how to kill myself. (preferred method is hanging, or amitriptiline death)

(I moodswing as the result of toxin build up, so if I act weird or unreasonable at times, please keep in mind its the result of me beeing very, very ill. If I make no sense, same thing. please dont kick me if this happens.. just tell me im moodswinging)

Welcome to the forum,i hope it gives you the answers you are looking for.

 

[Morning Angel]

Welcome!

Have you looked into the peaceful pill handbook at all yet? If not, there's a copy of it uploaded to the "List of Resources" post, and it's linked to this forum. You may want to flip through it.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

 

[bbq1]

Everybody's new here really. I was on a site once where a poster had over 80,000 posts and over a million likes.
That makes you feel new when they say 'hi' to your first post let me tell ya !

 

[Ashpac]

Welcome. I think you will like this community alot.

There are lots of threads that can help you with methods.

If you ever get stuck people will answer you.

 

[Snee]

what is toxin.where they build up.

 

[LosingHealthFast]

Welcome to the forum,i hope it gives you the answers you are looking for.

Thank you!

 

[Phro]

Welcome.

 

[Samuel]

Welcome.

 

[bigj75]

hi

 

[FadedMemory]

Hello

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Welcome, and as they used to say 'sorry you are here'.

I can relate. My mental health is in shreds due to a deteriorating illness with no diagnosis. I've fought for two years to get certain doctors and specialists only to find out they are crap, might as well have gone to a 10 minute lets talk about one symptom only GP appointment.