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LosingHealthFast
Soon floating..
- Sep 7, 2018
- 13
Hi I am new here! I have been ill for most of my life, lately my health problems have gotten out of hand, I am very ill right now. Ive been chronically ill for long, am disabled, I've also been suffering from mental problems as the result of my illness for many years, finally found effective treatment, which meant I got at least healthy enough so I could start a social life again (in a wheelchair), but since the end of last summer my health has been declining like crazy.
Just wanna be prepared, I've been living on borrowed time since my 20s, and while I do enjoy life when I feel ok, it seems pointless to me to continue if the future only holds suffering. rather kill myself than suffer for weeks in a hospital.
I have no clear diagnose! Still not! Its been making me very sad. Still researching treatment options, because tere stil is a glimmer of hope.
I am honored to be part of this forum, and to meet you all :) Very grateful to have found this forum. Could really use some support and help, also in researhing FAST how to kill myself. (preferred method is hanging, or amitriptiline death)
(I moodswing as the result of toxin build up, so if I act weird or unreasonable at times, please keep in mind its the result of me beeing very, very ill. If I make no sense, same thing. please dont kick me if this happens.. just tell me im moodswinging)
Just wanna be prepared, I've been living on borrowed time since my 20s, and while I do enjoy life when I feel ok, it seems pointless to me to continue if the future only holds suffering. rather kill myself than suffer for weeks in a hospital.
I have no clear diagnose! Still not! Its been making me very sad. Still researching treatment options, because tere stil is a glimmer of hope.
I am honored to be part of this forum, and to meet you all :) Very grateful to have found this forum. Could really use some support and help, also in researhing FAST how to kill myself. (preferred method is hanging, or amitriptiline death)
(I moodswing as the result of toxin build up, so if I act weird or unreasonable at times, please keep in mind its the result of me beeing very, very ill. If I make no sense, same thing. please dont kick me if this happens.. just tell me im moodswinging)
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