I am leaving this website forever, goodbye

[Retroguy]

It just depresses me and saddens me to be on here.
Seeing all those people ctb.
It's not good for my mental health.

If the time comes and I decide to ctb I know how my method works and what I need to do so there is no need for me to stay here.

It just depresses me and saddens me to be here.

In 1 hour I will disable my account.

In any case I wish you all the best.

And I want to end with an uplifting message for everybody which is what I also tell myself:
Remember, everything is temporary.
If wr ctb or not we will die one day.
In 130 years we will all be united in death.
And everything will be erased.
Our memories, thoughts, our mind will be gone forever.
Think of every single person on the planet that lived in 1900.
They and all their fears, worries, anxieties, heartaches, dissapointments, traumas and problems.
are all gone forever.
They are all dead.
This where we will be in 130 years.
Take a snapshot of EVERY single persom alive at this moment on earth.
In 130 we will all be free from life.
At eternal rest like we were before we were born.

I will deactivate my account in 1 hour.
Goodbye to you all.

 

[Blue_mist]

Good bye , but why 130 years in particular?

 

[Retroguy]

Good bye , but why 130 years in particular?

The maximum verified life expectancy ever was a japanese guy who lived to be 122 I believe.
So I added a few years to be certain.

 

[HappyForever?]

Goodbye. I hope you find what you seek.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

It has been tough on here lately, no one wants to see others CTB, especially if we've gotten to know them, it is not easy being on here. If closing your account is what you need that's what you should do. Or you could just hang out in the recovery section for a bit? If you are set on leaving though I wish you all the best

 

[thelookingontheway]

It's a beautiful poem.
Goodbye. I hope you all good.
I'm not on this website all day, but sometimes just need to back here, to see the other side of real world that authorities don't willing to show you, and send blessing to people who done whatever they want.

 

[Stormy Raine]

If you must go I definitely understand and wish you the best! I seen another comment that suggested the recovery section maybe a good section to be a part of. I seen you were active 23 min ago so I'm assuming you decided to stay. I understand hearing people ctb is difficult for you and for anyone, but please remember they are at peace and we are still here desperately holding on and miserable. If you think this is difficult then I don't suggest you visit the suicide side because studies have shown it's get worse during the cold holiday season as people like myself find those months to be the most difficult!

 

[catowice]

Glad that we crossed paths for this moment now. Thank you for being a part of our lives.

 

[Miss Anthropy]

I wish you well!

 

[Letmedienow]

Good luck to you and the website will be here for you whenever you want to come back.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

It can be a very toxic place. Do what you think is best for you.
I just read your other topic, about having no friends... didn't you find someone here to talk to?

 

[Forever Sleep]

I wish you all the best. I think it's important to be aware of your own mental state and how outside influences affect it. I think anyone who feels this place impacts them negatively ought to take a break, or leave. That goes for anything in life that we realise is making us feel worse.

I enjoyed your message. It did put current worries into perspective a bit. I'm not sure I can hold on for natural death myself but it's true to an extent- that very little is worth worrying about when you realise how tiny our lives are in the grand scheme of things. Doesn't exactly solve the problems we have but it does create a bit more distance. Thank you and all the best.

 

[MiMif]

Good bye , but why 130 years in particular?

It just depresses me and saddens me to be on here.
Seeing all those people ctb.
It's not good for my mental health.

If the time comes and I decide to ctb I know how my method works and what I need to do so there is no need for me to stay here.

It just depresses me and saddens me to be here.

In 1 hour I will disable my account.

In any case I wish you all the best.

And I want to end with an uplifting message for everybody which is what I also tell myself:
Remember, everything is temporary.
If wr ctb or not we will die one day.
In 130 years we will all be united in death.
And everything will be erased.
Our memories, thoughts, our mind will be gone forever.
Think of every single person on the planet that lived in 1900.
They and all their fears, worries, anxieties, heartaches, dissapointments, traumas and problems.
are all gone forever.
They are all dead.
This where we will be in 130 years.
Take a snapshot of EVERY single persom alive at this moment on earth.
In 130 we will all be free from life.
At eternal rest like we were before we were born.

I will deactivate my account in 1 hour.
Goodbye to you all.

I honestly find comfort in knowing there are others like me. But ofcours3 everyone is different. If you feel this is for the best then good for you. I wish you well stranger. Good bye

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best! Goodbye!

 

[Inthewind]

Wish you look on your journey

 

[SVEN]

Bye Retro, go well and in peace, do what is best for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is so comforting to think of eternal non-existence, in fact to me the only comfort lies in this existence being erased and forgotten about, it's the only relief that no matter what everything will be lost to death someday, I see beauty in being completely unaware for all eternity, it sounds so peaceful to not exist. But anyway farewell.

 

[WaffleWoman]

I wish you the best