Venting I am hurting so much :((

[leavingthesoultrap]

I wish I could dissapear. I hate that suicide is ultimately gruesome and dark. I am scared yet I cant imagine how to continue living. Some days I am at peace and at terms with it, some days fear is creeping up on me. I am so tired of suffering. I wish there was a quick and peaceful method.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, it's cruel how we cannot just have the option to just cease existing in peace. I hate how existence doesn't come with an permanent offswitch to instantly just die in a peaceful way.