Venting I am fuckin stupid

[ALonelyFreak]

I'm stupid cuz I had thought people would feel bad for me because my hand is sick.

So basically my right hand is fucked for at least a few months. I gotta wear an orthosis and if it doesn't work it will need an operation however in Poland you wait at least a year for an operation.. I'm right-handed.
You know I need some dexterity to indulge in my autistic interests. Not a lot but you know. So I'm fuckin sad as hell cuz I can't do anything fun..
And my surrounding thinks it's funny. I told my PE teacher that I'm only doing running or things that require 1 arm. And he was laughing at me in front of entire group (roughly 10 people).
I just wanna hear its fuckin unfair that I'm having this many problems in my life and now my hand is fucked for god knows how long. Please don't ask me for details regarding my hand but it's not a broken bone.

 

[Szarur-abi]

That's so fucked up, you don't deserve this treatment only compassion and understanding from your surrounding, but its too much to ask from other people i guess... I remember how much support one girl got when she had broken leg but yea i guess it doesnt work for people that are perceived weird by other ppl since other girl that most people disliked also broke leg but she was met with jokes and anger, also her father left her family so ofc pieces of shits (i cant call people who laught at this otherwise) laughed because her father left her, its so fucked up that people who need support are met with shit like this.

And yea, there is everything alright with you mate, they do something bad, i dont know how old are you but i guess you are pre-highschool since this shit in highschool is rare atleast when i was going to highschool people were more mature and didnt bullied others because of broken hand...

well anyway i wish you best