M
miserable_existance
I don't know
- Dec 17, 2021
- 72
i am not reaching the end , i am writing this post with an extremely disturbed mind , i am mentally sick , i have been in this forum for 1 year or six months . i am not able to find any method that would bring an end to this misery , i have tried nitrogen , and charcoal i failed . i am jealous at this world . this struggle is i am alone going through , i dont know what to do next . i have joined a job as a delivery worker i am not making anything . i wasnt working for many years . now i joined the job for making some money to buy things apparatus to end this miserable life of mine , i am not getting anything from the job meaningful amount as savings . life is extremely hard to manage , why do i have this dog life . i do not have anything in life love , relationships , money . i made this post not as to beg for money or anything . i dont know how to bring an end to this miserable life of mine . . i am selling my things to get some basic money . even in those deals rich people acting poor . got things of me at a very low rate . this happens in india a lot . india is a land of cunning and cheap people . i do not claim i am an angel . but i am a straight forward person not sharp enough to know the games and cunning shrude actions of people . i am getting exploited by everyone . i do not want to exist in this world . this world is not for light hearted sensitive extremely empathetic people like me
i do not know the point of this post . i am just born to suffer at 31 , half of my life my youth all gone sitting at home . i have nothing to expect from this life . can anyone put me to an eternal sleep .
i do not know the point of this post . i am just born to suffer at 31 , half of my life my youth all gone sitting at home . i have nothing to expect from this life . can anyone put me to an eternal sleep .