I am extremely lonely

[Throwaway478953b]

I know that no one truly understands me and that at the end of the day I am completely alone.

It feels bad, being lonely. It's a horrible feeling. But it only is bad because I say so.

I am a hypocrite. A monster. Not a "good person". There is nothing good about me.

I want to be liked and loved by people. I want friends and family and pets...etc

I don't want to be completely alone locked up somewhere.

But it only hurts because I want it to. If I say being lonely is okay it doesn't hurt anymore.

Why is it not okay to be lonely? Locked up somewhere all alone forever.

Because I want those things?

What a joke of a reason. That's just greed. Human greed. Found the human (monster) side of me.

So I am just greedy. That's why I suffer from being lonely....pathethic

 

[Eren]

I also feel very lonely, I practically do not have friends irl, I know what it feels like, it sucks.

 

[Sun Stealer]

You have friends here Eren

 

[Sun Stealer]

You too throwaway

 

[muretax]

I relate to this quite a lot. Loneliness is one of the worst ways to feel especially when you feel you have no one who understands you.

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Hi! I'm lonely, too!

You're not bad. Try not to be too hard on yourself. None of us are any one thing at any given time. We just exist.

 

[RainAndSadness]

Yeah, same here. I just recently broke up with my girlfriend, the loneliness is eating me up.

 

[Miss clefable]

I have a girlfriend but she doesn't understand me and I have no friends because I'm a freak who just needs to stfu and die already

 

[azucaramargo]

Yes, the loneliness is a bitch. I get so frustrated with my ineptitude at keeping relationships: rushing in like a damned fool and scaring people the hell away. I wish I loved myself more, so that I didn't crave attention/affection from others.

 

[oldgray]

loneliness is the worst in this hell called life, i know i may idealize the ideas of friendship and love but let's be honest, i'm thrilled to just get attentions from strangers online, imagine how great would be to have emotional support by someone you really care about

 

[311]

loneliness is the worst in this hell called life, i know i may idealize the ideas of friendship and love but let's be honest, i'm thrilled to just get attentions from strangers online, imagine how great would be to have emotional support by someone you really care about

I used to have friends. It was alot better than this

 

[Eren]

loneliness is the worst in this hell called life, i know i may idealize the ideas of friendship and love but let's be honest, i'm thrilled to just get attentions from strangers online, imagine how great would be to have emotional support by someone you really care about

I understand you, I feel the same.

 

[Meeseeks]

It's horrible. Completely agree with the docs who say it's comparable to smoking 15 cigs a day.

I know it's my personality and I'm the type who needs to "recharge" but I wish I wasn't such a loner. This shit has definitely compounded the isolation I feel now. Let so many relationships slip by and for what?

 

[Jodes]

I sit with my gf and we do nothing

 

[Jodes]

I sit with my gf and we do nothing

It's the only kind if relationship I could handle

 

[samsays89]

Theres a discord chat for this group. I was never part of it but if someone can post the link maybe that can help?

I think it'd be worth a shot.

 

[Throwaway478953b]

But why would I even need others?
Humans.

I don't need them. Damn them all to hell.

 

[311]

But why would I even need others?
Humans.

I don't need them. Damn them all to hell.

You're coping

 

[Xaphous]

I've gone 2 years without a single conversation with another person. I've gone all my life without adequate social life. I put up with basically nothing at all but I can go out and I'm reminded people are not worth being around for the most part anyway. Loneliness is part of the reason I want to CTB.

 

[Monday]

You know what sucks? Hating everyone but at the same time craving communication.

I've gone 2 years without a single conversation with another person

How????

 

[Red star]

I get lonely too. What I enjoy most these days is connecting to people because in my daily life I have no one.

What I don't relate with however is hating people because I wouldn't want them to do that of me. I want to be loved and I want to give love.

 

[Louise]

Another lonely person checking in. My online bf is the most important person I have in my life apart from two family members.

I'm a natural loner, but loneliness is debilitating just as they say.

 

[Louise]

Contemplating ctb is a very lonely place to be.

 

[azucaramargo]

You know what sucks? Hating everyone but at the same time craving communication.



How????

Amen! I feel like this so often!