I am done with life

[downndone2]

So done with life but don't have the balls to take it. I want something to just take me out. A plane, train, bus. Semi, gun, spider, snake, knife... I don't care, just want to die. I can't recover from my losses or my fucked up broken heart. I need to die

 

[LeapYear]

Methods that kill you instantly usually take a lot of overcoming. Thats why sometimes its easier to poison yourself which wont instantly kill you but when SI kicks in it'll already be done. But you've probalby already read throgh a lot of method threats here.
Besides that, do you want to share your story? Why do you think you need to go?

 

[Misfit72]

So done with life but don't have the balls to take it. I want something to just take me out. A plane, train, bus. Semi, gun, spider, snake, knife... I don't care, just want to die. I can't recover from my losses or my fucked up broken heart. I need to die

Same here, I feel so drained I can't even do anything like walk to the train station let alone jump in front of a train.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how it's so difficult to finally be free from everything, I get that it's so awful and tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[downndone2]

Methods that kill you instantly usually take a lot of overcoming. Thats why sometimes its easier to poison yourself which wont instantly kill you but when SI kicks in it'll already be done. But you've probalby already read throgh a lot of method threats here.
Besides that, do you want to share your story? Why do you think you need to go?

I lost everything in 2019. Well, more like I threw it away. Started with lots of trauma abd partial effexor withdrawal, then total, which tgrew me into a manic rage for months. I ruined a marriage, relationship. And business. Lost 6 figures. Now I'm alone, isolated, and hate every moment of my life. I've wanted to die since then, days really are darker now

 

[day]

No one has should have to feel this I'm so sorry OP.. I wish there was an easy means to CTB but sadly the world is dead set on making us suffer.

Hope you manage to find peace with whatever you decide.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I'm sitting here thinking the same thing right now. There's no hope for me, nor any reason to continue in this fucked up game. I hate life so much. I'm so sorry you've reached a point where you feel the same. This experience is hell.

 

[TDF]

I lost everything in 2019. Well, more like I threw it away. Started with lots of trauma abd partial effexor withdrawal, then total, which tgrew me into a manic rage for months. I ruined a marriage, relationship. And business. Lost 6 figures. Now I'm alone, isolated, and hate every moment of my life. I've wanted to die since then, days really are darker now

I'm sorry you went through so much pain in the last 4 years, sounds like hell.

I can relate, I'm where you were in 2019, mine is entirely out of my own control. I think I will ctb promptly instead of going down that road you went down for the last few years, I can't do it.

 

[Misfit72]

I'm starting to explore the possibilities - earlier in the week, I drank a whole bottle of port wine, to see how drowsy I'd feel, and after that, took a hot bath. That's (a bit like) how the lead singer with the Cranberries went - https://www.irishmirror.ie/showbiz/irish-showbiz/tragic-last-hours-dolores-oriordan-28958057

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

Same. I wish I could just die. I hate this existence. Fuck nature. Fuck SI. What a cruel existence to be stuck between suffering or more suffering. Stuck in the inability to do anything. Life is fucking evil. For many, life is a seriously horrific trap. What an appalling situation. So few people understand. No-one in power is willing to do a fucking thing to help us. They couldn't give a shit. They just pander to the pro life fanatics in the time honoured tradition. Its so fucked. We are the last minority. The last people that society will wake up to having trodden on for so long. We are the forgotten, the neglected, the ignored. We are irrelevant. Our duty is to put up, shut up, and suffer, fuck our feelings, thoughts, beliefs, desires. People are unwilling to try and understand us, so instead they do everything they can to control us.

 

[Sichi]

I'm so done with life as well. I attempted once but because I didn't do research, it failed. Since then, I've been afraid of another failure.

 

[Eternal🌈Rainbow]

I can't recover from my losses or my fucked up broken heart.

My case as well. I understand
Hope you get relief, whatever that means for you.

 

[saddestbunny]

So done with life but don't have the balls to take it. I want something to just take me out. A plane, train, bus. Semi, gun, spider, snake, knife... I don't care, just want to die. I can't recover from my losses or my fucked up broken heart. I need to die

its funny innocent ppl or ppl who want to live die every day and we cant die when we want to