Hyperthermia North Sea

[Susan Caswell]

Ok could this work just go into North Sea in England hyperthermia is supposed to kill you in minutes just worried no body found and couldnt bare that for my partner to not know whats happened to me and any money would be tied uo and not inherited if no body. Very desperate now as you can tell i cant take this tinnitus any longer its changed so much gone like workmans pneumatic drill and pistons banging up and down both ears of all the conditions to get i get this so extreme cant live with could have stood anything at all but this feel so very ill with anxiety and meds theres got to be a way to peace now ive tried to cope and live with this i dont think anyone could stand this i keep thinking life cant be this cruel id have coped with anything but not this day after day roaring like jet plane amplifying every sound pleas let it stop or let me find way to end this its tragic i had so much living to do all was good more than good dont even know cause why wont it just stop been good person my whole life lived healthy and well happy i am so very frightened x

 

[Ghost2211]

In theory yes you could go out to sea in winter and freeze. My concerns with that are that it would be painful and your body would make you want to get out of the water. Also, the numbing snd cramping from the cold might make it hard to stay afloat and you could drown while conscious.

 

[Susan Caswell]

In theory yes you could go out to sea in winter and freeze. My concerns with that are that it would be painful and your body would make you want to get out of the water. Also, the numbing snd cramping from the cold might make it hard to stay afloat and you could drown while conscious.

Its all terrifying never thought id ever have to do such a thing ive coped with an awful lot in my life Cancer a Big Back OP a Breast Reduction i can stand pain but dementing noise i dont think anyone could stand this wish it would stop and let me get myself built back up off the meds eat well go out get bathed who cant get bathed ive not been bathed or hair washed in over a year and i was very particular shower every morning and bath every night sounds ridiculous even to me how can i noise in your ears make you so ill but it has ive had hissing noise for years never once bothered me rarely heard it why couldnt it just have stayed at that all was good i cant keep going on and on like this posting as i do but im so distressed and keep thinking someone will know how to stop this and let me live my life cant get over its even happened or why came from just nowhere my ears were good really good i was really healthy happy life was perfect i was always a happy person me looking after everyone else 3 years like this taken terrible toll i wouldnt wish this on anyone but wish it wasnt me just this not come i had so many plans of lovely "Bucket List" so many treats for friends all i ever wanted was a normal life as i was nothing was wrong no worries have everything i could want worked damn hard and nothing like this if was temporary mild stop but its not once gone down even not stopped once its dementing day after day no one can just be felt suffering like this day after day never knew so hard to go wish someone could help me but i know i will somehow have to do this myself its why i want to go to Pegasos in Switzerland but i cant even get the paper work done and no one will help me i dont even know if i could get there now i never knew anxiety could make you so ill ive lost so much weight nearly all my hair i had lively thick clean shiny hair it was so important to me i lost it all with chemotherapy 41 years ago but knew it would grow back thick and strong and it did to loose it again under these circumstances how cruel wasnt cancer enough in one life i keep thinking it will stop that life cant be this cruel been good person all my life i so thought it would stop, I am ashammned of myself i was so capable sensible dont know what my Dad would think of me messaging like this if he were here he was a Headmaster i was a Manager worked so hard 38 years thought retirement would be all id hoped so very many plans hopes and dreams i wish this just stop or i find a way to end this keep thinking with this much anxiety i will just die in my sleep my body is wrecked with the anxiety and meds i think wish id never taken any id have been ok im so sorry going on im so frightened now frightened of living with this and frightened of dying i think i cant believe its happened from how i was to this how why went to bed 25 July 2017 perfect ears no ear ache nothing just few hours later woke up deafening engine noise but i coped it was nothing like this if only stayed at that even i have to find a way to end this i cant stay in this much torture or distress rest of my life its taken terrible toll wish not got ill in myself im so very tired x

 

[xLosthopex]

Oh my god I could not think of a worse ctb method personally(in terms of pain/suffering)lol I cannot stand the cold!!

 

[Silenos]

If I'd wanted to do this I'd take a ferry to France or The Netherlands, steal a lifebuoy, and jump off the ship halfway. But would you want to? I think RoseyBird's concerns are quite valid. Also depending on the water temperature it can take up to half an hour or even an hour for unconsciousness to occur.

I really feel for you though. Tinnitus in any capacity (but yours especially) sounds absolutely horrific. :/

 

[pickajack]

@Susan Caswell I'm so sorry you're experiencing this. I hope you can find the calm and courage to center yourself mentally. Sounds like you've been through so much. Sending my best wishes for comfort and quiet.

 

[Ghost2211]

Its all terrifying never thought id ever have to do such a thing ive coped with an awful lot in my life Cancer a Big Back OP a Breast Reduction i can stand pain but dementing noise i dont think anyone could stand this wish it would stop and let me get myself built back up off the meds eat well go out get bathed who cant get bathed ive not been bathed or hair washed in over a year and i was very particular shower every morning and bath every night sounds ridiculous even to me how can i noise in your ears make you so ill but it has ive had hissing noise for years never once bothered me rarely heard it why couldnt it just have stayed at that all was good i cant keep going on and on like this posting as i do but im so distressed and keep thinking someone will know how to stop this and let me live my life cant get over its even happened or why came from just nowhere my ears were good really good i was really healthy happy life was perfect i was always a happy person me looking after everyone else 3 years like this taken terrible toll i wouldnt wish this on anyone but wish it wasnt me just this not come i had so many plans of lovely "Bucket List" so many treats for friends all i ever wanted was a normal life as i was nothing was wrong no worries have everything i could want worked damn hard and nothing like this if was temporary mild stop but its not once gone down even not stopped once its dementing day after day no one can just be felt suffering like this day after day never knew so hard to go wish someone could help me but i know i will somehow have to do this myself its why i want to go to Pegasos in Switzerland but i cant even get the paper work done and no one will help me i dont even know if i could get there now i never knew anxiety could make you so ill ive lost so much weight nearly all my hair i had lively thick clean shiny hair it was so important to me i lost it all with chemotherapy 41 years ago but knew it would grow back thick and strong and it did to loose it again under these circumstances how cruel wasnt cancer enough in one life i keep thinking it will stop that life cant be this cruel been good person all my life i so thought it would stop, I am ashammned of myself i was so capable sensible dont know what my Dad would think of me messaging like this if he were here he was a Headmaster i was a Manager worked so hard 38 years thought retirement would be all id hoped so very many plans hopes and dreams i wish this just stop or i find a way to end this keep thinking with this much anxiety i will just die in my sleep my body is wrecked with the anxiety and meds i think wish id never taken any id have been ok im so sorry going on im so frightened now frightened of living with this and frightened of dying i think i cant believe its happened from how i was to this how why went to bed 25 July 2017 perfect ears no ear ache nothing just few hours later woke up deafening engine noise but i coped it was nothing like this if only stayed at that even i have to find a way to end this i cant stay in this much torture or distress rest of my life its taken terrible toll wish not got ill in myself im so very tired x

I'm sorry to hear you're suffering so much. I remember your older posts as well. What made you pick going into the ocean? Have you given the method resource a good look over?

 

[Susan Caswell]

If I'd wanted to do this I'd take a ferry to France or The Netherlands, steal a lifebuoy, and jump off the ship halfway. But would you want to? I think RoseyBird's concerns are quite valid. Also depending on the water temperature it can take up to half an hour or even an hour for unconsciousness to occur.

I really feel for you though. Tinnitus in any capacity (but yours especially) sounds absolutely horrific. :/

I cant say any other it is horrific at this level i never knew tinnitus could be anything like this no way i don even hear my hissing but these others 3 are horrendous just dont know why i got hyperacusis so loud on top of it all sounds are ear splitting and that stops you functioning i cant take kettle or gas hob or TV cant hear music now cant even stand my own voice i know what sounds should e like but every normal noise takes on the tinnitus noise it wasnt like this everything sounded normal for long time theres something so wrong they just arent finding but i think its also more than anxiety of it which is crippling but i think all the toxic meds for anxiety have made this so bad but also this ill unless my anxiety is now so bad ive never had anxiety in my life until this ive got to get out of this torture how can i go can anyone out there help me and one better with technology than me can sell me their N or SN or if they dont want theirs now i just dont know how to go never had to contemplate such a thing always coped always got fixed healed always something ive had there was a cause that could be fixed this nothing but something is very wrong its not normal i do know its not even normal tinnitus everyone else gets trust me i wouldnt wish this on anyone but wish wasnt me i had so much left to do i was super fit healthy always calm happy loved life people think why cant i live with it live everyone else does with it i have for years just never hear it still dont its so high pitched but these low deep roaring its horrific dont even know what i did for this i was so careful with my ears never water in them or loud music careful when flying put ear planes in they worked a treat id swap this for anything i just have come to the end of what i can stand ive tried and tried fought it all the way tried consultants therapies supplements vitamins spent thousands trying to get to bottom of this therapies to calm down nothing has helped only up and up life cant be this cruel wish i felt like me well calm dont know how though both ears its that loud my ears are moving please someone out there can you help me xx

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

If I'd wanted to do this I'd take a ferry to France or The Netherlands, steal a lifebuoy, and jump off the ship halfway. But would you want to? I think RoseyBird's concerns are quite valid. Also depending on the water temperature it can take up to half an hour or even an hour for unconsciousness to occur.

Don't do it, don't do it! All ferries have a "man overboard" protocol, and they rehearse it too. (Either with a mannequin in the ocean or with a live person in a swimming pool.) So the second you jump, a siren will sound, and a crew member will jump into the ocean to pull you out. You will be promptly taken to safety, and then to jail, because jumping off a transportation ferry is illegal in most places. And the very last thing us CTB'ers need is the police.

 

[Susan Caswell]

I'm sorry to hear you're suffering so much. I remember your older posts as well. What made you pick going into the ocean? Have you given the method resource a good look over?

I have i just dont know what to do just thought hyperthermia would kick in very quickly i go over and over i come back to jumping and it terrifies me but then what way wouldnt just keep thinking i wont have to it will stop or down and yet i know it would of by now x where are you in the world what brings you here i cant get over the state of me or how ill its made me wish someone could help me ive even tried to suffocate myself and you cant wish i could get a miracle just stop i dont even know if i can get well from this now the anxiety and meds have destroyed me i want me back how i was no damn noise just anything at all but this its pure dementing torture im beyond exhausted i honestly cant believe its happenend not this not like this so many conditions in the world i have to get this xx

Don't do it, don't do it! All ferries have a "man overboard" protocol, and they rehearse them too. (Either with a mannequin in the ocean or with a live person in a swimming pool.) So the second you jump, a siren will sound, and a crew member will jump into the ocean to pull you out. You will be promptly taken to safety, and then to jail, because jumping off a transportation ferry is illegal in most places. And the very last thing us CTB'ers need is the police.

OMG thank you i never knew x

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I grew up on the NorthSea coast. You'd have to go far into the water to get what you want I think. I know a few people who still swim there daily at this time of year.

 

[Ghost2211]

I have i just dont know what to do just thought hyperthermia would kick in very quickly i go over and over i come back to jumping and it terrifies me but then what way wouldnt just keep thinking i wont have to it will stop or down and yet i know it would of by now x where are you in the world what brings you here i cant get over the state of me or how ill its made me wish someone could help me ive even tried to suffocate myself and you cant wish i could get a miracle just stop i dont even know if i can get well from this now the anxiety and meds have destroyed me i want me back how i was no damn noise just anything at all but this its pure dementing torture im beyond exhausted i honestly cant believe its happenend not this not like this so many conditions in the world i have to get this xx

OMG thank you i never knew x

My concern is you're approaching it with desperation. As awful as your current state is it's really important to take a couple breaths and make a plan that is effective and hopefully not to painful or scary. I don't want to make specific suggestions but in the resource are some methods that would be faster or at least hurt less. If you do more research some methods that seem scary might become less scary with understanding.

Edit to add... the ocean can work if that's what what you want.

 

[Susan Caswell]

My concern is you're approaching it with desperation. As awful as your current state is it's really important to take a couple breaths and make a plan that is effective and hopefully not to painful or scary. I don't want to make specific suggestions but in the resource are some methods that would be faster or at least hurt less. If you do more research some methods that seem scary might become less scary with understanding.

Edit to add... the ocean can work if that's what what you want.

Your right but i am very desperate your right and wanting someone to do this for me and know they cant and i will have to find way myself just wish didnt have to x

@Susan Caswell I'm so sorry you're experiencing this. I hope you can find the calm and courage to center yourself mentally. Sounds like you've been through so much. Sending my best wishes for comfort and quiet.

Thank you x

My concern is you're approaching it with desperation. As awful as your current state is it's really important to take a couple breaths and make a plan that is effective and hopefully not to painful or scary. I don't want to make specific suggestions but in the resource are some methods that would be faster or at least hurt less. If you do more research some methods that seem scary might become less scary with understanding.

Edit to add... the ocean can work if that's what what you want.

Where do i find the resources i cant see them please x

I grew up on the NorthSea coast. You'd have to go far into the water to get what you want I think. I know a few people who still swim there daily at this time of year.

Where abouts im in Stockton on Tees are you still there now

 

[greebo6]

Ok could this work just go into North Sea in England hyperthermia is supposed to kill you in minutes just worried no body found and couldnt bare that for my partner to not know whats happened to me and any money would be tied uo and not inherited if no body. Very desperate now as you can tell i cant take this tinnitus any longer its changed so much gone like workmans pneumatic drill and pistons banging up and down both ears of all the conditions to get i get this so extreme cant live with could have stood anything at all but this feel so very ill with anxiety and meds theres got to be a way to peace now ive tried to cope and live with this i dont think anyone could stand this i keep thinking life cant be this cruel id have coped with anything but not this day after day roaring like jet plane amplifying every sound pleas let it stop or let me find way to end this its tragic i had so much living to do all was good more than good dont even know cause why wont it just stop been good person my whole life lived healthy and well happy i am so very frightened x

You'd only go from hypothermia if you could keep floating for long enough. Otherwise its drowning .
So sorry its like this for you.

 

[royalfuzz]

Have you joined any of the tinnitus fb groups? I have tinnitus and I found a few tips that have helped me loads. I also bought these flare ear buds that have reduced my tinnitus by like 60%. I stopped taking Ibuprofen and opioid pain killers as apparently they make tinnitus worse and it decreased when I stopped them too. White noise helps loads at night also.

 

[Ghost2211]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I am so sorry you are going through this.

 

[the_final_countdown]

My deepest, deepest sympathies.

I hope you can find peace.