i'm deciding between these methods now as i've struggled to find the SN source although i will continue to look. I've come across 2 methods that seem almost possible to attempt in the UK. I'm looking into hydrogen sulfide and GHB overdose.
Hydrogen sulfide appeals to me because you lose consciousness quickly. Lime sulphur seems accessible but HCL greater than 10% (I need 30) requires a business license etc so a bit more challenging to get. I don't have a good excuse to be buying it. I also worry as instructions warn about light as it can be explosive. And of course the gas can affect those that come in contact. I don't live alone and I don't want to cause harm to my housemate or my cats or anyone that may find me. Warnings might help and I could possibly let my cats stay somewhere else for the time. It's obtaining the HCL.
GHB and alcohol overdose seems much easier. Drink a ton of alcohol and GHB/GBL as it's easy to overdose. I found some dark web sources. Some instructions are confusing as it includes adding or obtaining further substances. I would like to know if this is necessary or if the GHB and alcohol alone can be effective. How likely is it that i'll get into some trouble for ordering the GHB?
My only other option is partial hanging. I'm stuck for places to hang in my apartment and a public place in the UK can be risky.
I also want to mention I will be requesting an ADRT so hopefully it will be respected if i'm not successful and i'm left with a severe condition
I hope this makes sense i'm not good at this i just want a realistic way to go since it's not easy to access means here. all opinions/advice appreciated
Hydrogen sulfide appeals to me because you lose consciousness quickly. Lime sulphur seems accessible but HCL greater than 10% (I need 30) requires a business license etc so a bit more challenging to get. I don't have a good excuse to be buying it. I also worry as instructions warn about light as it can be explosive. And of course the gas can affect those that come in contact. I don't live alone and I don't want to cause harm to my housemate or my cats or anyone that may find me. Warnings might help and I could possibly let my cats stay somewhere else for the time. It's obtaining the HCL.
GHB and alcohol overdose seems much easier. Drink a ton of alcohol and GHB/GBL as it's easy to overdose. I found some dark web sources. Some instructions are confusing as it includes adding or obtaining further substances. I would like to know if this is necessary or if the GHB and alcohol alone can be effective. How likely is it that i'll get into some trouble for ordering the GHB?
My only other option is partial hanging. I'm stuck for places to hang in my apartment and a public place in the UK can be risky.
I also want to mention I will be requesting an ADRT so hopefully it will be respected if i'm not successful and i'm left with a severe condition
I hope this makes sense i'm not good at this i just want a realistic way to go since it's not easy to access means here. all opinions/advice appreciated
