MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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The last nail was hammered into my coffin, so to speak last night.

The tears won't stop, I need to go, as soon as I can.

Next time I'm home alone I'm out of here.

 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Please ask the bus to pick me up too
 
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Xiaomi

Gone.
Aug 8, 2020
482
Wheels on the bus go round and round, sing it with me!
Your next stop: The Twilight Zone.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I know but there are many more...
 
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Xiaomi

Gone.
Aug 8, 2020
482
Seriously though, there's no need to rush things. You might want to have some fun before ctb.
 
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Despairing

Student
Oct 25, 2019
136
Seriously though, there's no need to rush things. You might want to have some fun before ctb.
Fun like what though? For me it seems stupid. Half the people on here probably cant even get out of bed. I don't mean to come across rude.
 
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Xiaomi

Gone.
Aug 8, 2020
482
Fun like what though? For me it seems stupid. Half the people on here probably cant even get out of bed. I don't mean to come across rude.
I'm just suggesting for OP to do some of his/her favorite activities before kicking the bucket. I understand OP may have crippling depression. I'm just suggesting though. You never know a walk in the park could make him/her change his/her mind about CTBing.
The last nail was hammered into my coffin, so to speak last night.

The tears won't stop, I need to go, as soon as I can.

Next time I'm home alone I'm out of here.

I know you've heard it all. If you do plan on CTBing, I hope you go as peaceful as possible.
 
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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
460
see you in the other side soon :hug:
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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The last nail was hammered into my coffin, so to speak last night.

The tears won't stop, I need to go, as soon as I can.

Next time I'm home alone I'm out of here.


I know what you mean here comes the bus below, but I know why you can't board it yet, :heart: so I hope this cheers you up.



Cheers

Geo
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,707
I hope you are able to find peace. :heart: :hug:
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
You've been waiting for that bus for 2 years now.
Hi Friend
Why You Got Rid Of The Cute Dolphin Awww My Dolphin Friend Gone:(
TBH I Know I'm Gonna ctb when My SN Comes So I've Been rereading & studying the method over & over and getting my stuff for it together
But I've Also Brought A Few Treats For Myself To Have. A Tiny Bit of TLC & first time ever a proper food shop and my favourite rose cider
A mate said get pink champagne go out with. A bang but my cider is lovely
I Don't Know I'm Trying To Live My Life In These 4 or so weeks
The TLC could be I've had bronchitis for 6 weeks they did a COVID test here in the U.K. but it was negative
My cousin sister even texted my EX that I did die yesterday so he would move on
Before I ctb I want to feel free again from what bonds me to him so I can get 100000% peace
I'm A Writer so been writing a lot since lockdown it's helped x
How Are You?
I'm Here For You:heart:
Peace & Hugs :hug:
 
airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
Hi Friend
Why You Got Rid Of The Cute Dolphin Awww My Dolphin Friend Gone:(
TBH I Know I'm Gonna ctb when My SN Comes So I've Been rereading & studying the method over & over and getting my stuff for it together
But I've Also Brought A Few Treats For Myself To Have. A Tiny Bit of TLC & first time ever a proper food shop and my favourite rose cider
A mate said get pink champagne go out with. A bang but my cider is lovely
I Don't Know I'm Trying To Live My Life In These 4 or so weeks
The TLC could be I've had bronchitis for 6 weeks they did a COVID test here in the U.K. but it was negative
My cousin sister even texted my EX that I did die yesterday so he would move on
Before I ctb I want to feel free again from what bonds me to him so I can get 100000% peace
I'm A Writer so been writing a lot since lockdown it's helped x
How Are You?
I'm Here For You:heart:
Peace & Hugs :hug:
Your dolphin friend is still here, I changed avatar cause my passion in real life is really airplanes. Hope your sn doesn't come soon. I became used of seeing you here. Don't wanna see you go tigress.
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Your dolphin friend is still here, I changed avatar cause my passion in real life is really airplanes. Hope your sn doesn't come soon. I became used of seeing you here. Don't wanna see you go tigress.
Hi Friend
Awwww That's The Sweetness Thing I've Heard Been Told 2-4 weeks from crafts site so we will see when it comes at least now I know how to test it I suppose benefit of waiting game you get to up your game each day
So Planes They are pretty cool but I hate flying every time I fly everyone sleeps and me wide awake how are you doing?

Peace & Hugs :hug:
 
airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
Hi Friend
Awwww That's The Sweetness Thing I've Heard Been Told 2-4 weeks from crafts site so we will see when it comes at least now I know how to test it I suppose benefit of waiting game you get to up your game each day
So Planes They are pretty cool but I hate flying every time I fly everyone sleeps and me wide awake how are you doing?

Peace & Hugs :hug:
I'm good, started this new medication to see if it gives me a boost let's see... I don't see any improvements to be honest. I found a sn seller in my country from a craft store, but they only sell 1kg minimum. It's very cheap, so I dunno if it's the real deal. I dunno how to test it nor I have money to buy a testing kit. Hugs
 
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