Akerblad

Akerblad

Dead inside but still horny
Jun 16, 2021
61
how do you feel today? i didn't felt so bad today, not good but not bad, that's something
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,778
Today was as humdrum as every other day. I don't even know what day of the week it most of the time.
How did I feel? What's it like to feel? I don't know.
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
I'm so angry and frustrated that I'm forced to live until whenever I can end it. I really wish I could end it now, I'm so desperate,
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Just another boring day, feels like im just filling in time nowadays.
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
how do you feel today? i didn't felt so bad today, not good but not bad, that's something
That is something in my life too xoxo
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,207
Just another pointless day. I am very tired of existing. All I want is to not exist. The thing I hope for is to fall asleep and never wake up, but that will not happen. I wish it was easier to let go of life but still I am stuck here with the same thoughts.
 
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BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
Sad and empty since someone I love has left the house. I could use friendship apps (cause I have no one) but don't have the energy or confidence right now.

Anyone do anything interesting? It was Saturday.
 
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deflationary

deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529
It was a success. I successfully avoided doing anything.
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
Painful, at a wedding where I don't know anyone. I'm browsing ss to avert the boredom
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
Painful, at a wedding where I don't know anyone. I'm browsing ss to avert the boredom

Oh gee, I remember when I went to my friend's wedding. It was supposed to be a good time but it was boring as hell.
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
Oh gee, I remember when I went to my friend's wedding. It was supposed to be a good time but it was boring as hell.
Poor fellow at least you got out of there ok.
 
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BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
Painful, at a wedding where I don't know anyone. I'm browsing ss to avert the boredom
Bold to use in public lol. Did you go alone?
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
Bold to use in public lol. Did you go alone?
Nah, parents and family, makes it worse, can't even sneak off without them following me like a lost puppy.
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
Recover Falling Down GIF
 
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Lauralyn

Member
Sep 16, 2021
38
Boring. Worried about myself and my family. Nighttime is when I ruminate the worst and just whenever I'm sleeping the time I'm awake in the middle of the night is awful.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
139
My stalker harassed me out of a job and I'm basically under house arrest, so... I did the same thing I do every day - lay around playing games on my phone thinking about dying. I used to try to still have a life, but as the years have gone by it's too hard.
 
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Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 30 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
445
Was sick today with a fever. Massive headache all day, lost in the brain fog. Didn't leave the apartment all day, feeling cooped up and bitter.
 
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aviation

aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
I'm not sure. Chaotic. Calmed myself down by crying over music that reminds me of home, and reminding myself that it's time soon, I'll see it again soon, I miss them so much.
 
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Deleted member 8975

Guest
Total dog shit. How was yours? (Today)
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
Better than yesterday, hid inside today and finally tried out star ocean, it's pretty enjoyable so far.
 
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ven

Member
Aug 11, 2021
64
Trash, the whole day was flushed down a toilet without anything to show for it.

Time to sleep and repeat. Weee!
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
Terrible, I feel like if I have to make another lie one more time, I'm gonna ctb with jumping off a tall building.
 
UseItOrLoseIt

UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
I just woke up and before I could raise my head from the pillow imagery of my head blowing up and myself hanging, and myself falling unconscious with SN, and myself bleeding out from severed arteries, and myself failing at all these tasks, already intruded my mind.
Painful, at a wedding where I don't know anyone. I'm browsing ss to avert the boredom
I once spent an entire wedding in my car. Best wedding ever.
 
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