How to stop viewing ctb as a tragedy and instead view it as a blessing in disguise?

[Ambivalent1]

?

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide isn't tragic as in fact it's a positive thing, it's a way for one to find permanent relief from all suffering in a world filled with endless potential for torture, in fact suicide is self care as it returns one back to the ideal state of non-existence. The existence of life is the tragedy instead and death is freedom from it, and anyway death is the most normal thing, it's all we are destined for, we are just waiting to die and suicide is taking control over when that it is, to me suicide is the best way to die, it disgusts me the thought of ageing and dying slowly from very old age. Suicide would prevent all that.

 

[IndyAna]

may I ask why do you try to force yourself into believing something you don't?

 

[Tobacco]

I worry about this but about other people. If people were accepting of it we could ctb without worrying about traumatizing others.

 

[Forever Sleep]

For me- the real tragedy is people's lives. Suicide isn't a motive- life and what it's brought with it is. Death/ suicide is the escape/ release.

 

[Ambivalent1]

may I ask why do you try to force yourself into believing something you don't?

So I can ctb in peace

I worry about this but about other people. If people were accepting of it we could ctb without worrying about traumatizing others.

I don't care about traumatizing others. I'm all out of fucks to give

Suicide isn't tragic as in fact it's a positive thing, it's a way for one to find permanent relief from all suffering in a world filled with endless potential for torture, in fact suicide is self care as it returns one back to the ideal state of non-existence. The existence of life is the tragedy instead and death is freedom from it, and anyway death is the most normal thing, it's all we are destined for, we are just waiting to die and suicide is taking control over when that it is, to me suicide is the best way to die, it disgusts me the thought of ageing and dying slowly from very old age. Suicide would prevent all that.

To prevent old age and decay is a good incentive. I look at old people as failures. They allowed life to beat them down into wrinkly husks. White hair isn't a mark of wisdom like holy books claim. It's foolishness.

 

[Ambivalent1]

I don't think it really makes much of a difference personally. Whether or not you see it as a good or a bad thing won't end up mattering for obvious reasons, as when one's already resolved that they're doing it, pain and discomfort should really be the only thing in the way. The way I see it, taking one's own life is an inherently ugly, miserable act. As is taking someone else's. But that just is what it is. Doesn't really matter.

It matters as it affects the decision to do it or not.

 

[internetgirl]

I kind of see it as heading to bed. If you're having a really bad day, or even a good day, if you want to head to bed you can. If you feel like it's best for you than you can. Of course thoughts like "What if I had stayed up longer?" will occur but that's okay. It's something that's always there. Sometimes a friend will head to bed early, and it's sad that they won't stay up with you but they're at peace. It's silly but that's what I think it'll be like for me

 

[Ambivalent1]

I kind of see it as heading to bed. If you're having a really bad day, or even a good day, if you want to head to bed you can. If you feel like it's best for you than you can. Of course thoughts like "What if I had stayed up longer?" will occur but that's okay. It's something that's always there. Sometimes a friend will head to bed early, and it's sad that they won't stay up with you but they're at peace. It's silly but that's what I think it'll be like for me

That's really interesting

 

[pokemonguy123]

I kind of see it as heading to bed. If you're having a really bad day, or even a good day, if you want to head to bed you can. If you feel like it's best for you than you can. Of course thoughts like "What if I had stayed up longer?" will occur but that's okay. It's something that's always there. Sometimes a friend will head to bed early, and it's sad that they won't stay up with you but they're at peace. It's silly but that's what I think it'll be like for me

I love this interpretation, thanks for sharing your perspective.

 

[Ambivalent1]

I love this interpretation, thanks for sharing your perspective.

It makes me want to jump with my head resting on a pillow.