How to stop smiling?

[Werewolf.]

It may seem like a good quality to have, but I don't want it. I always smile or laugh uncontrollably when there's people around. I see someone I know? I smile. Someone talks to me? I smile. I am angry at a person and I see them? I smile. I am being lectured about a serious matter? I smile. Someone talks to me about their problems? I smile. Someone makes fun of me? I laugh. All of these things are out of my control. In my room, I often have a straight face but even then I will break into a smile uncontrollably from time to time. How do I stop this? I want to be able to control it.

 

[Celerity]

I'm sorry I can't be helpful, but I wish this were my default. Mine is resting bitch face and getting so angry that I'm surprised I don't pop a fucking vein in my head or neck.

 

[Werewolf.]

I'm sorry I can't be helpful, but I wish this were my default. Mine is resting bitch face and getting so angry that I'm surprised I don't pop a fucking vein in my head or neck.

It's okay. I wish we could trade places. I'd love to have a resting bitch face instead. Sounds like the dream!

 

[Celerity]

It's okay. I wish we could trade places. I'd love to have a resting bitch face instead. Sounds like the dream!

Ah, if only life were so simple! Just think: we could trade places with the terminally ill or people who die in car crashes. It would be amazing if people could trade fates like that.

 

[Werewolf.]

Ah, if only life were so simple! Just think: we could trade places with the terminally ill or people who die in car crashes. It would be amazing if people could trade fates like that.

Honestly, I witnessed a car crash, or rather a hit-and-run and it did not seem like a pleasant way to go. But I guess being terminally ill would be better in comparison, though then you'd have to deal with a potentially slow and painful death which also doesn't seem that preferable to my current situation. Oh well.

 

[Celerity]

Honestly, I witnessed a car crash, or rather a hit-and-run and it did not seem like a pleasant way to go. But I guess being terminally ill would be better in comparison, though then you'd have to deal with a potentially slow and painful death which also doesn't seem that preferable to my current situation. Oh well.

I think the fast, extremely painful way would be better than the slow death in agony, but that's just me. It's also easy to imagine that safely behind a keyboard because I've never experienced it before.

 

[Werewolf.]

I think the fast, extremely painful way would be better than the slow death in agony, but that's just me. It's also easy to imagine that safely behind a keyboard because I've never experienced it before.

Neither have I! Haha. I think the best way to die would be to die in your sleep. Just going to bed and never waking up. That'd be the dream!

 

[unworthy_]

I am still in grieving process for almost a year and just yesterday my rescued dog passed away. In those grieving months, i have cried so much to the point of feeling numb yesterday. I love my dog but I couldnt express my emotions. I dont know if this is called anhedonia. I just couldnt enjoy anything else anymore. I have no friends and money. I didnt even look for a better job and upskill myself. I cant see the point in it. All I do is lying in my room like a loser. Loser like me should be dead and not my dog.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I simply walk outside. The rudeness and ignorance experienced in public places is more than enough to kill any smile that I have.

 

[ClownMe]

This kind of reminds me of me but im faking my smile and dying on the inside.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I actually smiled, being around certain people would take it away.