how to prepare taking N/SN?

[fisil]

How people prepare who have it? You think you getting mentally tortured before drinking it?

 

[rkachna]

I honestly wonder how will I be feeling as I was both trying hanging and jumping from a tall building and did not really get very close to finishing the deed...I figure chugging N should be easier somehow.

 

[Person]

It's torturing me to know I have it in my house. But it's also torture to think of the long, lonely life I have ahead of me without it.