iDieUDie80
Arcanist
- Jul 6, 2020
- 403
I know this isn't the first thread on this exact topic but I am somewhat facing resistance because I have some fear in no longer being able to experience and no longer having thoughts, awareness, consciousness. In prior threads on this topic, users have said this may be a sign that you aren't ready to go, and to an extent, perhaps this is true for me. My reasons for wanting to leave are because I believe the future holds nothing for me due to excessive criminal prosecutions I faced for "crimes" I committed in high school. I know I can never amount to anything given my past. I'll never live the life I wanted. How can I take control back and overcome this fear?