It stays with you. Thankfully death is the end, but you just grieve every day until you don't think about it sometimes. That's how I've handled large losses at least. Grieving is a different process for anyone, and everyone handle sit differently.Any grieving that comes by the end of something has to end in a goodbye. Although you may not be at that stage yet, acknowledging that you will have to say goodbye is an important part of the process. Recognizing that you and the other party were not meant to be is a more middle part of grieving. It helps you set up reasons for your goodbye. First, it will make you really sad.