Discussion How to let go of a grudge towards people who prevent you from CTB?

[loopdaloop]

Let's say: family at home knows you want to die because of some failed attempts in the past and is now monitoring you and checking up on you a lot, and you have to grit your teeth and lie to them all the time by saying that you don't plan to CTB anymore blah blah blah...

How to stop feeling resentment and frustration at people that don't understand that suicide is valid and are actively acting againts your choice?

Edit: honestly idk if it fits to off-topic or to the suicide section but I think this is more about the feelings themselves than the pragmatic stuff... just how to not hold a grudge and feel at peace

 

[hmskms]

you dont. theyre the reason you want to off yourself. bet you even thought about killing them before you thought about killing yourself.

in fact, i'll let Ye speak for me

 

[loopdaloop]

you dont. theyre the reason you want to off yourself. bet you even thought about killing them before you thought about killing yourself.

in fact, i'll let Ye speak for me

such a great song, the beat and the lyrics are both fire. thank you