How to know when it's time to let go of life

[anon789]

Dying is the thing I think about most. I have everything ready in a little kit, I have a timeframe, a location, and a bunch of letters prepared on my phone. All of the preparation in the world likely cannot bring me to drink the SN when the time comes. Thinking about it gives me simultaneous relief and terror. Is that normal? Does that mean I should still go through with my plan? Is it SI? Basically - how do I know when it is time to let go of life?

 

[SleepySept]

Will you have any regrets? I believe that if you're going to end it, to experience things you normally would be too afraid to do (within reason of course).
Its personal preference but I want to be sure I'm happy as I'm dying, and not make it feel like a whim.

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that only the individual knows that, but it's true that suicide isn't always straightforward to go through with even if one has the option of a reliable method by their side. To me that does sound like it could be the survival instinct, there are just no easy answers to leaving this existence on our own terms.

 

[SVEN]

When you are truly ready, I believe you will know, and only you can be sure.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I think when your fear of living is more intense than your fear of dying then its time to go.

 

[todeswunsch]

I don't think we'll never know for sure. Doubts will ever exists for this world not being black-and-white.
What @Nembutal dreams said is a good to anchor the decision. But doubts is unavoidable I believe. And SI will use these against us.

 

[BlazingBob]

I think when your fear of living is more intense than your fear of dying then its time to go.

I have an intense fear of both

 

[thewalkingdread]

Yeah... We are all caught between a rock and a hard place, between the sword and the cross...

The more I experience the existential dread, the more I get pissed off (thinking that If only those two fucking numbnuts that brought me to this shithole kept their genitalia in their pants, to begin with, I wouldn't be here. )