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ecmnesia
the only thing humans are equal in is death
- Aug 30, 2020
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you guys must be tired of hearing this, but, here I come again with my never ending drama: "will i be able to cbt this weekend"? I don't know. I'm counting on my parents to travel and they can't for gods sakes make up their minds.
thing is, since I am ready to cbt, feels completely pointless to keep pretending to be functional. attending classes, doing stuff, buying things... its a waste of energy and I can't find the strength to pretend it's not.
I can't dare to raise red flags, tho. But my pretty functional young-adult mask is broken.
That's it, does anyone has any advice regarding this?
I know I will only have to hang on for a while longer, worst case scenario a week or two. Still, it's frustrating to be ready to depart and not being able to. (perhaps I am being a drama queen, sorry, i can't help it)
Thanks for reading.
thing is, since I am ready to cbt, feels completely pointless to keep pretending to be functional. attending classes, doing stuff, buying things... its a waste of energy and I can't find the strength to pretend it's not.
I can't dare to raise red flags, tho. But my pretty functional young-adult mask is broken.
That's it, does anyone has any advice regarding this?
I know I will only have to hang on for a while longer, worst case scenario a week or two. Still, it's frustrating to be ready to depart and not being able to. (perhaps I am being a drama queen, sorry, i can't help it)
Thanks for reading.