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Deathpositive

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Or even sooner(like 50 or even before that like late 40s lets say)? After thinking i def look forward for non existence but i want to be happy for some period of time and dont want to die rly young but also i dont want to get rly old (and risk further suffering given diseases run in my family and just got all around crap genes).

Life is hell its crazy how bad it is and just i work on to eliminate the sex drive cause thats making my life even more pathetic with being a loser (fapper) and so was thinking given ive read abt some otc drugs and supplements that can eliminate it through different ways so question is perhaps can they help with it dropping dead at 60 or sooner if done in excess down the years?

Or any otc drug u know that can help with that like if abused?
 
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Forever Sleep

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May 4, 2022
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I think if we knew of an easily accessible way, a whole lot of us would be dead already. Over the counter medicines are notoriously unreliable:


We could all and probably some of us are- putting ourselves more at risk of illness and early death via unhealthy lifestyles but- nothing is guaranteed. Either that we will die reasonably young or- that we won't suffer for a long period beforehand.

It's not really an exact science- smoke this much, drink alcohol this much, do these drugs and you'll die at 49. Everyone seems to be different.

All we're really stuck with is looking for methods we can get hold of when the time comes I think.

I personally think really abusing drugs is a Russian roulette. You probably risk starting encountering problems really quickly I imagine- rather than when you want to.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Keith Richards is now 82, so ig he's living proof that it truly depends on the individual, some people just keep living regardless of long term substance abuse.
 
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dontwakemeup

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Nov 11, 2024
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Keith Richards is now 82, so ig he's living proof that it truly depends on the individual, some people just keep living regardless of long term substance abuse.
My cut-off is 50 yrs old! I don't know how this will be achieved but I'm not staying any longer! Hopefully, family history is a big factor because my family dies by 50 yrs old.

I'm sorry you have to feel this way. I guess the only advice I can give you is eat and drink whatever you enjoy! I had a friend who was obsessed with the idea that deodorant has high levels of carcinogenic materials in it and refused to wear it lol. So, try putting on deodorant a few times and day and hope for the best lol. Let me go apply my 2nd round before I forget.

Death knows where to find you, you won't miss your appointment!
 

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