Sad_Autistic_boy_101
When I die, you'll love me.
- Nov 19, 2019
- 449
Hey everyone!
So tried partial last night whilst very drunk and rather spur of the moment!
I was definitely nearer to the end this time than my other two attempts as my legs buckled underneath me but then I'm still here lol so obviously still not in the right place!
It was my carers year anniversary so it was just to tempting, the plans I created for the day were cancelled, my therapist didn't listen to the voicemail I sent before the appointment expressing how I felt which I didn't know until the end of the appointment before it was to late to talk about it and I text three other people which none of them replied, so I just thought if no know cares, then why should I!
Anyway the problem is, is that it's left a mark around my neck and I'm not sure how to hide it! Any suggestions?
I'll leave suicide for a little bit as every attempt is just so exhausting - Mentally and physically!
So tried partial last night whilst very drunk and rather spur of the moment!
I was definitely nearer to the end this time than my other two attempts as my legs buckled underneath me but then I'm still here lol so obviously still not in the right place!
It was my carers year anniversary so it was just to tempting, the plans I created for the day were cancelled, my therapist didn't listen to the voicemail I sent before the appointment expressing how I felt which I didn't know until the end of the appointment before it was to late to talk about it and I text three other people which none of them replied, so I just thought if no know cares, then why should I!
Anyway the problem is, is that it's left a mark around my neck and I'm not sure how to hide it! Any suggestions?
I'll leave suicide for a little bit as every attempt is just so exhausting - Mentally and physically!