Sphinxi
Student
- Jan 4, 2026
- 139
Before I ctb, there are two people whom I need to distance myself from: both friends at my university.
One I am just friends with, we are fairly close, we see each other a few times a week and have a class together. He is very funny, and we read a lot of books together. He knows I use this forum, and that I am a suicidal person.
The other I am more than friends with, and I am more concerned about him. He cried when I told him about my suicidality. He has grown incredibly attached to me very quickly. I think he wants to marry me. I'm not sure how to push him away so that I can ctb in peace.
This advice wouldn't be very specific to me, as this situation isn't unique: how do I push people away so that I am free to ctb, and so they won't be harmed?
One I am just friends with, we are fairly close, we see each other a few times a week and have a class together. He is very funny, and we read a lot of books together. He knows I use this forum, and that I am a suicidal person.
The other I am more than friends with, and I am more concerned about him. He cried when I told him about my suicidality. He has grown incredibly attached to me very quickly. I think he wants to marry me. I'm not sure how to push him away so that I can ctb in peace.
This advice wouldn't be very specific to me, as this situation isn't unique: how do I push people away so that I am free to ctb, and so they won't be harmed?