I'm not scared of death, I'm terrified of getting found and becoming a vegetable. And of course, logically I know that shouldn't happen if I do it right but SI is illogical. How do I get over it?
I'm not scared of Death either.
I don't see how one can fear the inevitable we all will die anyway.
i don't see how you can fear not existing forever. 1 nano second after this brain dies I will cease to exist forever
I'm certain after Death will be like before i was born. how can i fear that? "omg i didn't exist for 13.8 billion years!" yeah it was the most beautiful thing i had no problems no chance of pain i didn't exist. the very huge problems began for me only when i was birthed into this evil world and evil life as an always hungry small fragile animal whose brain can suffer unending constant unbearable pain.
i do fear failing a suicide attempt or just living resulting in brain damage etc.
I shouldn't and don't fear non-existence because it will happen to all anyway and we all were non-existent for 13.8 billion years before we were born.