liberty_222

liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
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Hey y'all! Back here after a long time. Now answer my question ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

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Feb 21, 2022
517
I wish I knew.

Numbing with alcohol perhaps?
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Sep 9, 2018
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SSRIs and benzos long term will do it. I'm only on a low dose so I still feel things, unfortunately. You'll have to be more hardcore than me to truly zombify yourself.
 
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lili

lili

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Feb 17, 2022
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Antipsychotics for me made me feel really numb. Specifically nothing.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

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Mar 11, 2022
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I wish I knew.

Numbing with alcohol perhaps?
It doesn't work. I tried it and it only got worse. It makes you think even more about the things that bother you and then because you're drunk you do shit.
SSRIs and benzos long term will do it. I'm only on a low dose so I still feel things, unfortunately. You'll have to be more hardcore than me to truly zombify yourself.
I take both and yeah I still think about things, but in a calmer way.
Antipsychotics for me made me feel really numb. Specifically nothing.
Really?
 
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lili

lili

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Feb 17, 2022
319

Yeah I didn't like that experience though. For me it was scary to actually not feel anything. To the point that I found myself using more drugs and drinking alcohol to compensate for that.

But then I hate having these emotions and feeling too much over things. It's like I can't win either way.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
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Feeling nothing might not be such a good thing.

I know I often feel anger, resentment, frustration, hatred, and no reason to live whatsoever.

If I don't feel these things, I know I have no feeling at all - no excitement, joy, happiness, love, or anything else.

I have no feelings. And that's what's even more scary. I "laugh" in anger. What appears to be a smile is not a smile. It is a void of emotion.
 
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liberty_222

liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
361
Interesting replies
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Meowing to go out
Dec 27, 2020
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There is a technique in spiritual circles involving observing thoughts and emotions as an uninvolved bystander. It can take much practice and if your situation is already at a fever-pitch, it may seem inadequate. But considering the mind/brain is obviously the primary problem, it is worth trying to deal with it at the root cause. Without intervention, thoughts and emotions feed each other in a vicious circle.

 
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