Help How to ctb with traumatizing whoever finds me as little as possible?

[funkyratlad]

Whoever finds me will probably be a close family member and I love them all dearly. What are some ways to make this the least traumatizing for someone as possible?

 

[Otter]

Whoever finds me will probably be a close family member and I love them all dearly. What are some ways to make this the least traumatizing for someone as possible?

If you live in a house maybe leave a note on the door telling them not to open it under any circumstance and call the police.
Edit-- also, if you leave a note to call cops be sure to let them know there's nothing physically dangerous to them if they open the door unless, you are using charcoal or something else 2 deprive the air of of oxygen. And if that's the case be sure to write it on the Note

 

[funkyratlad]

If you live in a house maybe leave a note on the door telling them not to open it under any circumstance and call the police.

I was thinking of that as well, thanks

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm going to put notes on my door and something so its hard to open x

 

[Pol]

they'll probably not see your body, but the thought of what happened will always remain in the room.

 

[autumnal]

If you live in a house maybe leave a note on the door telling them not to open it under any circumstance and call the police.

Although probably almost all friends and family would ignore that, but it's worth a shot.

There are also the options of going to a hotel or other venue, if you can afford it.

 

[WEASEL1234]

Whoever finds me will probably be a close family member and I love them all dearly. What are some ways to make this the least traumatizing for someone as possible?

SN for sure and the gold standard N if one can afford.

 

[funkyratlad]

SN for sure and the gold standard N if one can afford.

Sorry, I'm a bit new here. What does SN stand for?

 

[WEASEL1234]

Sorry, I'm a bit new here. What does SN stand for?

That's ok.
There are lots of research threads that you can look at but I will PM you to explain them. X

 

[funkyratlad]

That's ok.
There are lots of research threads that you can look at but I will PM you to explain them. X

Thanks

 

[WEASEL1234]

That's ok.
There are lots of research threads that you can look at but I will PM you to explain them. X

Can't pm you as you need to post a few more times to enable messages.
Sodium Nitrite
Nembutal

 

[funkyratlad]

Can't pm you as you need to post a few more times to enable messages.
Sodium Nitrite
Nembutal

Right, don't worry I looked it up. It seems a pretty good method, though it might be hard to get some of the meds needed hahaha

 

[WEASEL1234]

Right, don't worry I looked it up. It seems a pretty good method, though it might be hard to get some of the meds needed hahaha

All easily available

 

[Deleted-User-0]

I have simply stopped worrying about what happens after I'm gone. I won't even exist to experience any feelings so it's kinda absurd to even think about it.

 

[WEASEL1234]

I have simply stopped worrying about what happens after I'm gone. I won't even exist to experience any feelings so it's kinda absurd to even think about it.

Very true.

 

[Tasdevil]

no matter who finds you it affects them in someway so I don't care who finds my body. I was considering going to a hotel but I cannot afford to do so. I will just make sure my housemate is asleep before I drink the SN when it comes time. I am over worrying about how it all affect people I have basically lived for others for a decade and now the time is coming to do something for myself that I have wanted to do for years.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I am at a point that I don't care who finds me I just wanna finish this once and for all. I'll spend all March planning everythi g and I'll ctb in April.

 

[Sensei]

SN for sure and the gold standard N if one can afford.

I'm not sure I agree when it comes to SN. After all, parts of your body turn blue and if I remember correctly it was traumatic for Callie Lewis' mother to find her in that state.

All easily available.

I think an overwhelming majority of all members of this forum would say that N isn't easily available.

 

[ithappens]

My plan was always to save up enough money to rent a cheap hotel room for a few nights, then ctb in the bathroom with a note on the door telling them to call the police. I also planned on leaving a sizeable cash tip with a note for the maid or whoever ends up finding the note and having to call the police. I'm not sure if there are better ways of handling it, beyond going out into the middle of the woods or something.