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- Jan 2, 2025
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I don't want to go on a random day, I want to make it feel "special". I guess it's all because of my OCD.
I definitely do not want to end it on a day close to any of my family members' birthdays. Nor holidays. I don't want them to associate those events with my death.
I'm a fan of dates ending with 0s and 5s - but it still doesn't make it feel "right" enough.
I hate September. Two friends died that month, another one almost did. I thought about "joining" them this way, but… it's way too far away. I don't want to live another six months. Maybe I can try surviving until then, for them.
So, do you plan on going on a specific date? If so, why?
I definitely do not want to end it on a day close to any of my family members' birthdays. Nor holidays. I don't want them to associate those events with my death.
I'm a fan of dates ending with 0s and 5s - but it still doesn't make it feel "right" enough.
I hate September. Two friends died that month, another one almost did. I thought about "joining" them this way, but… it's way too far away. I don't want to live another six months. Maybe I can try surviving until then, for them.
So, do you plan on going on a specific date? If so, why?