How to cheaply CTB when you have overbearing mother?

[etherealdemise]

My mother is incredibly suffocating and even though she is always disappointed in everything I do, she is very againt me CTBing. I don't have much money, but is there a way I can manage to go without spending too much money/needing extra supplies that are difficult to obtain? My most preferred method of CTB would be firearms, but I have neither the money nor information or knowledge about which one to get/how to use them... it's all very overwhelming, even with the thread. I really don't want to be saved/be a potato after I'm found so I need a way which will be quick and ensure death even if I'm found. Thank you.

 

[loyalskateboard]

I've planted seeds so I can get some privacy. My mother is my carer but she says I can have the house to myself for the day if I feel comfortable and a friend is over. I've done that maybe two times in the past year. I'll have privacy and time to complete partial. Obviously I won't invite the friend over when I ctb

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't think a method that meets your criteria exists, it would be far too good to be true. Suicide isn't that straightforward unfortunately, if it was easy to just cheaply ctb in a guaranteed way which can be done with limited time alone then I bet that this site would never need to exist. I certainly hate how it's so difficult to die in this cruel world but sadly it's just the reality. To me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with.

 

[etherealdemise]

I don't think a method that meets your criteria exists, it would be far too good to be true. Suicide isn't that straightforward unfortunately, if it was easy to just cheaply ctb in a guaranteed way which can be done with limited time alone then I bet that this site would never need to exist. I certainly hate how it's so difficult to die in this cruel world but sadly it's just the reality. To me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with.

I was hoping there was a way to get a shotgun or something online as that's my preferred way but ah oh well. I would do literally anything in order to find a sure way to ctb. I hate being here more every moment... I've been actively trying to end it for a little over two years now - society's censorship of any information that may help a person die is such a joke

 

[CTB2023]

I was hoping there was a way to get a shotgun or something online as that's my preferred way but ah oh well. I would do literally anything in order to find a sure way to ctb. I hate being here more every moment... I've been actively trying to end it for a little over two years now - society's censorship of any information that may help a person die is such a joke

Hanging is incredibly easy, esp. partial hang. If you don't want to be found by your mother mid-CBT go into woods/hiking trail/any place where it's unlikely anyone will pass for few hours/few days (probably at night) and do it there. That way also she won't be the first one to witness your body if that's a concern. Be sure to have some sort of ID so police could identify you.


You could probably do this knot with a rope around a tree trunk and then another knot off that rope for partial hang. Just an idea as it could allow more options for places to CTB.


This my plan anyway, I live with an overbearing mother as well. I could probably do it by my closet handles while she's out of the house but I also don't really want to be found by her if I have choice, and prefer to do in another town in a general area where there's no reason for her to be in so she doesn't have any bad memories of my town or of any particular roads/highways. Will probably take a bus to scope out a place (already found a potentially good spot on google maps, took me like 20 minutes) in a nearby town a few 10s km from mine, there's a "hiking trail" / slightly wooded area where if I go there at night and CTB probably nobody would pass there for a few hours / maybe few days (no clue really just my assumption)