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wildflowercloud

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Hey guys, we are a Dissociative Identity Disorder system who uses plural pronouns for ourselves, just to make that clear as there has been some confusion around that before.

We were very much set on partial hanging as our CTB method, but after reading about SN we are wondering if that would be a better option.

We hear that SN is highly reversible if unsuccessful, whereas we hear that permanent brain damage can occur if unsuccessful with partial hanging, along with the fear of our trachea collapsing and ending up in a panic response, and that is what has held us back.
We are fully 100% set on suicide, and we can accept and handle some pain and uncomfortableness, we would just like to go as peacefully as we can after having such an abominable life.

We are wondering, how much SN is needed for CTB to occur? Does it depend on body weight, height, gender?

We are a 26 year old female 168cm tall and around 86kg.

Any insights about this would be very much appreciated. Thank you guys!
 
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