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BackToLobby

You are more than that. You have always been more.
Apr 9, 2024
70
I been thinking about it for years and right now I'm the closest I ever been to do it. I tried in April 3rd due to love issues in that date a year ago but finally I wasn't brave enough to do it, so now what?

I feel like I'm in a loop where Im about to do it but then I think: "I don't have to rush it, maybe it gets better since I can't go lower from this point of my life" but also after a few days I think the opposite: "I don't know why I didn't do it, what I'm waiting for?".
 
Placo

Placo

At Eternity's Gates
Feb 14, 2024
585
I don't remember exactly, maybe two or three times. It doesn't seem like a great idea to me because if you improve in the meantime you have to do CTB just to keep your promise.
 
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sinclairpeace

Member
Jan 12, 2024
47
I been thinking about it for years and right now I'm the closest I ever been to do it. I tried in April 3rd due to love issues in that date a year ago but finally I wasn't brave enough to do it, so now what?

I feel like I'm in a loop where Im about to do it but then I think: "I don't have to rush it, maybe it gets better since I can't go lower from this point of my life" but also after a few days I think the opposite: "I don't know why I didn't do it, what I'm waiting for?".
Everyday, I think to my self it gets better and then my opportunity comes and I wait it out. It's been like this for a couple months. It's just that my method is hanging and not sure if partial or full but I just don't want it to fail.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Illuminated
Jul 23, 2022
3,979
My "deadline" has come back to life more times than I can count.
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Mage
Oct 8, 2023
548
Whenever the day comes I feel so miserable that I don't have the drive to do anything, let alone go through with it. It just goes in a loop over and over again and it gets worse with each week that passes.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
852
Beaucoup de 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
I HATE THIS LIFE but SI
 
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lightturquoise

Member
Jun 23, 2024
10
I think three times. The first time I didn't plan well and hadn't seen my family for months so I pushed it back. The second time I realized I would be found sooner than I liked. Now I've set it two weeks after seeing my family and in a location I know I won't be found till it's over.
 
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