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- Aug 5, 2018
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what's the point. Why suffer any longer.....
This sounds like a reason to kill myself ASAP to make sure I don't get complacent with my shitty life as I age.I hear things get better with age. You learn to cope with things better. So I'm hoping things will get better, even though up until now they've gotten worse.
Iktf so hardThis sounds like a reason to kill myself ASAP to make sure I don't get complacent with my shitty life as I age.
A lot? I will probably continue to procrastinate till new year's eve (my deadline) then panic, get drunk, wake up the next day thinking "fuck, it happened again..." and "well, it's pointless to attempt now, gotta wait till next year".
And so on, even tho I know, I fucking know that I have to end this bullshit ASAP.
Then you are braver than most of us. These days I rarely see any joy in life. There are moments, little things--mostly my rescue cats.Although I am miserable a lot of the time, there are still aspects, people, and things in my life that I enjoy. I am in the category of wanting and trying to get better. So, I plan to continue on until all the enjoyment and hope are gone.
Nope. I heard that before too. They should really stop telling people that. Maturity isn't dependent on age; and maturity doesn't guarantee happiness either--only complacency as CRM stated.I hear things get better with age. You learn to cope with things better. So I'm hoping things will get better, even though up until now they've gotten worse.
Hey you're date is almost close to mine. I'm thinking before or during January 5.A lot? I will probably continue to procrastinate till new year's eve (my deadline) then panic, get drunk, wake up the next day thinking "fuck, it happened again..." and "well, it's pointless to attempt now, gotta wait till next year".
And so on, even tho I know, I fucking know that I have to end this bullshit ASAP.
Then you are braver than most of us. These days I rarely see any joy in life. There are moments, little things--mostly my rescue cats.
Five. The five good things in my life right now. Then there's the stray cats I can't seem to stop feeding. Come and go as they pleases.Awee. How many do you have?
I got two cats living in my bedroom and seeing them get more comfortable as time went on and now seeing them play fighting and lounging around looking like the most comfy cats ever is so nice. Taking care of little animals is so nice when you're feeling like shit. (except when they wake you up in the night for some reason or another lol)Five. The five good things in my life right now. Then there's the stray cats I can't seem to stop feeding. Come and go as they pleases.
That's so cute!Five. The five good things in my life right now. Then there's the stray cats I can't seem to stop feeding. Come and go as they pleases.
I hear things get better with age. You learn to cope with things better. So I'm hoping things will get better, even though up until now they've gotten worse.
... you just made me laugh for the first time in days : )This sounds like a reason to kill myself ASAP to make sure I don't get complacent with my shitty life as I age.