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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I am currently quite suicidal due to some personal circumstances. I have SN at home but my mom has acute heart problems. However, these problems will never vanish as long as she lives. She abused me as a child and ruined my life utterly. It is more of the fear I survive and have to witness what happens to her.

I know maybe I should do more research on my own. I am so fucking broken cried several times today. Tomorrow could be a good time spot but it depends on how much time one needs after taking SN. And maybe which time spot to be found is the most dangerous?

Thanks.
 
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athiestjoe

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Sep 24, 2024
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How much time needed for SN? One hour at least. Three hours would be ideal. No one can be anymore precise as everyone reacts a little differenty. Someone could die in 40 minutes or 2 to 3 hours.

I hope you find everything you are looking for and get peace & serenity.
 
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coffeebeany

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Jul 12, 2024
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I am currently quite suicidal due to some personal circumstances. I have SN at home but my mom has acute heart problems. However, these problems will never vanish as long as she lives. She abused me as a child and ruined my life utterly. It is more of the fear I survive and have to witness what happens to her.

I know maybe I should do more research on my own. I am so fucking broken cried several times today. Tomorrow could be a good time spot but it depends on how much time one needs after taking SN. And maybe which time spot to be found is the most dangerous?

Thanks.
Do you want to do it at home? What about somewhere else where you can be alone?
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Do you want to do it at home? What about somewhere else where you can be alone?
I would do it in my home. But the crisis isn't that acute at least for the moment.
Maybe I should wait until my mom dies anyway.
 
EmptyCurtainCall

EmptyCurtainCall

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Oct 11, 2024
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i'm also terrified of being resuscitated and had this same question , im surprised no one's asked before now
 
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Rudeus_Greyrat

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Oct 13, 2024
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I am currently quite suicidal due to some personal circumstances. I have SN at home but my mom has acute heart problems. However, these problems will never vanish as long as she lives. She abused me as a child and ruined my life utterly. It is more of the fear I survive and have to witness what happens to her.

I know maybe I should do more research on my own. I am so fucking broken cried several times today. Tomorrow could be a good time spot but it depends on how much time one needs after taking SN. And maybe which time spot to be found is the most dangerous?

Thanks.
I guess if you follow the process sticking to it with precision, and overcoming SI, you'll CTB in less than an hour. At least hearing other stories.
 

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