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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
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I've been trying to find info on that in the forum, but couldn't.

I am wondering how long it takes to lose consciousness after ingesting the full dose (two bottles) of N.

I have pets living with me and would like to make sure they can't lick any of my "coctail" once I'm done with it. It would be nice to die with them next to me, but if I'd lose consciousness too quickly to clean up, I'd have to close the door first.
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
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You can watch the time that passes on the timeline after she drinks it.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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You can watch the time that passes on the timeline after she drinks it.


According to this video, around 5 minutes then.
Damn, she died so peacefully. Amazing.
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314


You can watch the time that passes on the timeline after she drinks it.

Thank you so much for sharing this. I feel like I know what to expect now.

Ahh and the way she went, it was beautiful. Can't wait for my turn
According to this video, around 5 minutes then.
Damn, she died so peacefully. Amazing.
Right?! Munching on chocolate and drifting into eternal peace
 
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BeBraveBrother

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Sep 5, 2020
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Here is another one. The filming of the dying with N starts around minute 52'
It is less than 2 minutes until he falls into a "deep sleep".
I heared it could take house till every function of your body is going to stop.
One can only hope that after loosing the wake conciousness there is nothing bad to expect.

 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
Here is another one. The filming of the dying with N starts around minute 52'
It is less than 2 minutes until he falls into a "deep sleep".
I heared it could take house till every function of your body is going to stop.
One can only hope that after loosing the wake conciousness there is nothing bad to expect.


Wow he literally just fell asleep.

Helps me feel so much better about what's waiting for me. Thank you!

In both of those videos I didn't see anything happening after they lose their consciousness, which makes me think that my lovelies would be safe around me. I don't want to have to close the door because I know they'd be trying to get in (for hours, even through the night).
 
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jakaka

Member
Jan 15, 2021
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You can watch the time that passes on the timeline after she drinks it.

Such a small amount and looks like it's almost carbonated. The amount of 2 bottles that I have is a lot... doesn't look like it's bubbly like this either...makes me worry it's not the right stuff I just want no pain
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
173
Sounds like enough time to hide the container with N leftovers in it from my lovelies
I wouldn't count on that. You could loose conciousness while walking and injure yourself that would cause pain in your last moments of life.
You could lock your pets out. But if you drink everything to the last drop there isn't a big chance they'd be at high risk for getting injured anyway.

I would want to be sure that the N I would drink has the purity and amount I need and have the right antiemetic if I had the chance to take N.
 
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jakaka

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Here is another one. The filming of the dying with N starts around minute 52'
It is less than 2 minutes until he falls into a "deep sleep".
I heared it could take house till every function of your body is going to stop.
One can only hope that after loosing the wake conciousness there is nothing bad to expect.

 
hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
I wouldn't count on that. You could loose conciousness while walking and injure yourself that would cause pain in your last moments of life.
You could lock your pets out. But if you drink everything to the last drop there isn't a big chance they'd be at high risk for getting injured anyway.

I would want to be sure that the N I would drink has the purity and amount I need and have the right antiemetic if I had the chance to take N.
Ohhh no, I don't mean walking. I would just put the container into a box next to me or something. Just to make sure they couldn't lick it. So I'd just stay in bed and have everything next to me.

Well I won't be professionally testing my N, no energy for that. But I might extract some just to get the taste of it before I drink it all. And I do have an antiemetic ready
 
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BeBraveBrother

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Ohhh no, I don't mean walking. I would just put the container into a box next to me or something. Just to make sure they couldn't lick it. So I'd just stay in bed and have everything next to me.

Well I won't be professionally testing my N, no energy for that. But I might extract some just to get the taste of it before I drink it all. And I do have an antiemetic ready

I don't want to scare you but purity and amount are just as cruicial for suceeding as not vomiting.

If I had the chance to take N I wouldn't want to risk to wake up in a seriously neurologically disabled state that might even disable me from having a secound attempt.
But I can only speak for myself.


 
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Aap

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Apr 26, 2020
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About half are asleep in less than 5 with almost everyone in less than 15
 
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hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
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I don't want to scare you but purity and amount are just as cruicial for suceeding as not vomiting.

If I had the chance to take N I wouldn't want to risk to wake up in a seriously neurologically disabled state that might even disable me from having a secound attempt.
But I can only speak for myself.


Thanks for being honest! I bought two bottles of N from A, which as far as I know seems to be a more or less reliable source.

But thank you for the links anyway, I'll just have to gather enough energy to check them.

I know what you mean, it would definitely be the worst thing to wake up... But I'm also very scared to get the drugs taken away from me, if I ever send them to be tested anywhere.
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
173
Thanks for being honest! I bought two bottles of N from A, which as far as I know seems to be a more or less reliable source.

But thank you for the links anyway, I'll just have to gather enough energy to check them.

I know what you mean, it would definitely be the worst thing to wake up... But I'm also very scared to get the drugs taken away from me, if I ever send them to be tested anywhere.

I thought there were test kits available with which one can test them alone. But I am not sure about that. I chose the exit bag method to be my way to exit as it appeared to be the easiest available and completely legal.
 
hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
I thought there were test kits available with which one can test them alone. But I am not sure about that. I chose the exit bag method to be my way to exit as it appeared to be the easiest available and completely legal.
I think I heard about that too, but I'm not sure either. Might have to look into it.

The exit bag method was my initial choice too, but when I found out about all the arrangements I had to make for it to work well, I realised I couldn't do it. But I've seen reports on people doing it as well, and it looked at as peaceful as the videos of people drinking N.
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
173
I think I heard about that too, but I'm not sure either. Might have to look into it.

The exit bag method was my initial choice too, but when I found out about all the arrangements I had to make for it to work well, I realised I couldn't do it. But I've seen reports on people doing it as well, and it looked at as peaceful as the videos of people drinking N.

Yeah. And I know that feeling of thinking to be traped in a life that I don't want.
But despite all burden and hazards to assemble the means for my exit I finally assembled everything I need. Now it is only about doing "dry trials" and just doing it.
I have come so far, I will be able to do the rest.
 
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lofticries

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Feb 27, 2021
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Yeah. And I know that feeling of thinking to be traped in a life that I don't want.
But despite all burden and hazards to assemble the means for my exit I finally assembled everything I need. Now it is only about doing "dry trials" and just doing it.
I have come so far, I will be able to do the rest.
How hard was it to assemble? I too plan on going this route as well in the future. Did you have to get your tool box out or was the hardships really just getting reliable parts (mask/bag,nitrogen tank etc).
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
173
How hard was it to assemble? I too plan on going this route as well in the future. Did you have to get your tool box out or was the hardships really just getting reliable parts (mask/bag,nitrogen tank etc).

First it was a big step to know about how the exit bag method actually works and to know that it doesn't necessarily mean to have feelings of suffucations. I have been on a long route till then and thought that the carbon monoxide / BBQ method is the only possibility which unfortunaly failed when I had an attempt.
For me it was then hard to assamble the money as all means together cost around 350-400 Euro. If that wouldn't have been a problem and knew where to buy the stuff from the beginning, I would have been able to buy everything within a day.
 
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hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
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Yeah. And I know that feeling of thinking to be traped in a life that I don't want.
But despite all burden and hazards to assemble the means for my exit I finally assembled everything I need. Now it is only about doing "dry trials" and just doing it.
I have come so far, I will be able to do the rest.
Wow good job on assembling everything yourself! I even received detailed instructions from one of the forum members, but I still didn't think I could do it so I ordered N instead.

What are the "dry trials"?

I see what you mean. Maybe all the preparations even helped to feel more certain about the decision? At least I feel like when I will actually start doing things on my to-do-before-I-go list, I will start feeling more sure that I'm going to go through with it.
 
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katesmith

Member
Mar 30, 2021
86
Thanks for being honest! I bought two bottles of N from A, which as far as I know seems to be a more or less reliable source.

But thank you for the links anyway, I'll just have to gather enough energy to check them.

I know what you mean, it would definitely be the worst thing to wake up... But I'm also very scared to get the drugs taken away from me, if I ever send them to be tested anywhere.
Can I ask what N is?
 
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katesmith

Member
Mar 30, 2021
86
Sure! N stands for Nembutal in this forum :happy: It is a drug that, if enough is consumed, causes a peaceful death
Do you know a website i can buy off? I am always worried I will buy off a scammer and get sucked into that which has happened to me recently
 
hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
Do you know a website i can buy off? I am always worried I will buy off a scammer and get sucked into that which has happened to me recently
I am not up to date with current affairs regarding that, but I am sure you can find plenty of helpful threads on this forum on that topic :hug:
 
Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
Peaceful pill handbook. Can get online if you're over 50 or there's a copy of it floating around on here. Just check the threads and make sure it's the legit one