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Uninfluential_Karma
Rat Cult Leader
- Aug 5, 2024
- 86
I'm getting very close to my date and starting to get extremely nervous but still determined. I have moments where I think about backing out, but I know how that option goes and it'll just be the same stuff every day until I die naturally. I'm ready to move on, but it's hard to do it alone I guess? Mostly what I'm nervous about is the event itself, but the before and possible after results don't scare me too much because I'm very sure it's going to work. I feel like a lost kid confessing to my first crush? Nervous, hopeful, excited, and ready. Is this normal? How have you felt during trying to CTB?