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lovingjoo
Member
- Apr 7, 2020
- 15
I don't know if anyone remembers me.
I found this place early in the last year and posted some threads. (april, 2020)
They were about how I feel about my country.
Back then, I was going through a serious depression and it got even worse with the pandemic spreading all over the country.
I was living alone and there were more days staying at home than going out.
For almost 5-6 months I isolated myself from other people.
I didn't clean up my room and endeavored to look away from my studies.
I tried to ignore any contact from my family and I just played online games.
I was feeling much suicidal, so that was how I got to this place looking for *.
(you know what it is, one-letter material).
There are episodes with the depression as you know
and when it got a little better, I eventually visited the clinic.
(In my country, visiting a mental clinic is considered smh... ominous)
I was diagnosed with dysthymia and I am taking pills since then.
Actually I often visited this place but did not post any threads.
It's been almost a year since I got my first foot here so...
yeah
that's how I have been
no one would be curious about it tho
I found this place early in the last year and posted some threads. (april, 2020)
They were about how I feel about my country.
Back then, I was going through a serious depression and it got even worse with the pandemic spreading all over the country.
I was living alone and there were more days staying at home than going out.
For almost 5-6 months I isolated myself from other people.
I didn't clean up my room and endeavored to look away from my studies.
I tried to ignore any contact from my family and I just played online games.
I was feeling much suicidal, so that was how I got to this place looking for *.
(you know what it is, one-letter material).
There are episodes with the depression as you know
and when it got a little better, I eventually visited the clinic.
(In my country, visiting a mental clinic is considered smh... ominous)
I was diagnosed with dysthymia and I am taking pills since then.
Actually I often visited this place but did not post any threads.
It's been almost a year since I got my first foot here so...
yeah
that's how I have been
no one would be curious about it tho