It is now almost-full 3 y since the Great Evil of fearmongering, lockdowns and medical tyranny engulfed our poor planet. Most people now act like the 'demic is over, everything is back to normal, yadda yadda - but what about the catastrophic damage that has been done which so many won't even acknowledge? I argue that a reckoning must be made, and those who have trampled over our principles of bodily autonomy must be held to account.
I am a proud pureblood, and I have defied all of the scamdemic measures from day 0. For me it was always a matter of principle, rather than science or anything else. Just for the sake of philosophical argument, suppose for the moment that the official narrative was correct on the facts: really deadly virus, and their response measures were the right way to save millions of lives - but so what? I disagree with their fundamental premise: they argue that life is precious and that saving lives is the highest goal, whereas I disagree. I believe that our poor planet is way overpopulated, that the total value of life is often a net negative, and thus saving lives is the wrong thing to do - any time a deadly virus comes around (suppose the next one will be truly deadly, not like the weak pathetic bioweapon from Wuhan), what we as a global society should do is not save lives, but let nature take its course, let Mother Gaia clear Her bosom from excessive human load.
Very early on, right at the beginning before holes and lies in the official "science" became obvious, I took the official narrative at face value but flipped the value premise: I will not allow anyone to save my life against my will! At the very beginning of the scamdemic, in late March and early April of 2020, there were lockdown critics who took their stand for personal liberty, typically on the basis of virus denial rather than on the basis of a Right to Die, and I clearly remember what the pro-lockdown crowd was yelling back at them. The latter crowd yelled "you, who now go around spreading the virus while demanding your liberty, let's see how you will be asking for liberty when you are on a ventilator breathing 120% oxygen" etc. I read that shit online, and I immediately made my decision right then and there that I will never allow anyone to save my life through hospitalization or any other such measures. I decided right then and there that if the virus is real, if indeed it is as deadly as the official narrative said, then so be it - quality of life is a higher value to me than quantity, and if some people have to die by way of viruses and whatnot in order for the rest to live a life of freedom, then so be it. And I decided right then and there that if I draw the short straw, if I have to be one of those chosen by the Fates to die from the virus so that the world can live in freedom without lockdowns, then it must be so - in that case I would have died a natural death, presumably from untreated Covid, while actively refusing any and all treatment or hospitalization. And yes, I thought about how I would resist forced hospitalization and treatment for the big C, with the fuckers trying to forcibly save my life against my will - unfortunately I don't have a gun, but I thought about barricading myself inside my second-story apartment (I have bars on windows, always had them) and piling all furniture inside against the door, to make it as difficult as possible for the Covidian police to bust in and forcibly ventilate me.
I did end up catching Covid in a way that could perhaps be classified as intentional: while the rest of the world around me locked down, I sought out whatever illegally-open venues and gathering groups I could find, and I patronized them. In late December of 2020, during Xmas time days before New Year, I got invited to an illegally-open "speakeasy" pub, and I eagerly went. I had a blast - we danced and we sang karaoke, without any facial condoms of course, while the world just outside locked themselves away and wore diapers on their faces. But a few days after I had that wonderful time, I came down sick. I refused to test of course, but my life partner (who came down sick a few days after me, confirming that I got the bug first and then passed it to her) and I concluded that it must have been the big C - it was significantly worse than the average flu, I was down for about 3 weeks, and my partner had that signature symptom of temporary loss of taste and smell. But we recovered entirely on our own, without any medical intervention whatsoever (and certainly no hospitalization) - and now whenever I tell my story of how I intentionally caught Covid and tried my best to die from it (by refusing testing and treatment), and people respond with "but you are still alive", I then respond with "yeah, unfortunately", in a disappointed tone of voice with emphasis on the unfortunate word.
And then came the vaccines - after I and my partner had our date with full-blast natural infection and came out fine. Needless to say, I will never, ever, ever willing allow anyone to inject me with that shit - I am not actively suicidal right now, but if someone were to forcibly or surreptitiously inject me with the dope, I would have no choice but to first kill the person who injected me, and then immediately kill myself before police arrive - there is absolutely nothing worlse in the world than being forced to live in a defiled and desecrated body.
And then came utter betrayal by my spiritual and metaphysical community. The username I chose for SaSu is no accident - I am in fact a priestess of neopagan religious faith. I've been on this path for 17 years now, I have studied several different neopagan traditions (Wicca, ADF, Asatru), and I am devoted to my patron Goddesses, of which there are several. I take my faith seriously, and I was quite active in the neopagan community as it existed before the Great Evil of 2020. But others in that community, those whom I previously revered and looked up to, my teachers - they all betrayed their own oaths to Goddess with their behavior in response to the scamdemic! When the tyranny first arrived, they all voluntarily complied, they all voluntarily shut themselves down - so despicable. There are very few neopagan groups that are big enough to operate an actual church, instead almost all groups meet in private homes - usually the home of the organizer-priestess, or whoever is able to act as a host. These are people's houses I am talking about here, not stores or businesses or formal churches, no government had any power to stop people from going to each other's homes and holding Goddess group meetings in defiance of tyranny - but the spineless, Goddess-betraying group leaders and organizers had complied voluntarily, usually accepting the whole narratives and the quantitarian value system behind it.
After running for a year and a quarter via Zoom, some groups started resuming physical gatherings in the spring of 2021 - but open only to those who allowed themselves to be injected with anti-spirit poison! This part is even worse than the lockdowns - at least the lockdowns were temporary, and if the pagan leaders' only crime were shutting themselves down for a year or two, then I would be open to potential reconciliation with them - but defiling your body and remaining in that mutilated state for the rest of your life - sorry, no, that's an irredeemable crime against Goddess.
There is also that little fact that I am a trans woman. Being a combination of both pureblood (meaning proudly unvaccinated) and transgender at the same time, I feel like a unicorn, the rarest creature there is - my situation appears to be a non-permitted combination in the present political divide. I am now officially unwelcome on both left and right sides of the political spectrum, at least in USA. The mainstream transgender community has rejected me because I am unvaxxed - they took the same despicable stance as the so-called leaders of neopagan community. But the anti-Covidian movement is dominated by Christians and similar "right-wing" philosophies who object to gender transition, so I am not welcome there either. I can see as clearly as a day now that both sides are lying through their teeth when they talk about bodily autonomy. The anti-Covidian crowd call themselves a movement for medical freedom, except that they don't believe in personal freedom to change your sex or even to abort an unwanted pregnancy. The left has been saying "my body, my choice" - but not when it comes to vaccines! What kind of bodily autonomy is it when "they" (the mainstream transgender community, the mainstream neopagan community) tell you to permanently and irreversibly alter your body for someone else's benefit?!
And so I am left wondering now if the only people in the world who truly believe in bodily autonomy are those who defend the right to suicide - and this path brings me to SaSu. Now just to be clear: even though I am a newbie to SaSu, just got approved to join a few days ago, I am not a novice to Right-to-Die philosophy in general. Many years ago, through obscure personal and family connections, I learned about ASH - as I understand it, the present SaSu community used to be on Reddit before getting booted from there in 2018, but apparently ASH was even earlier - when I first got introduced to the subject around 2005, there was no SaSu (at least not that I heard of), only ASH. I never participated in ASH, but I knew about that community, and I read their FAQs and "for public consumption" materials - and I always agreed with their fundamental philosophy, which was the same as current SaSu. And yes, I have had suicidal ideations myself at various points in my life, including around the beginning of the scamdemic when the betrayal by self-shut-down neopagan community (and they were already hinting to the effect of "we'll never give you your life back unless you submit to our vaccine") made the situation feel hopeless - and if I ever find myself in that place again, I would like to have this SaSu community as support.
But for now I would like to hear from others here how this community has weathered the storm of the past 3 years. The storm appears to be over and passed for now, but what about all of the damage that has been done? Are people here mostly purebloods like me, or mostly vaccine-injured folks? Or perhaps folks who took the vaxx but don't consider themselves to be damaged by it, or at least not yet?
I am a proud pureblood, and I have defied all of the scamdemic measures from day 0. For me it was always a matter of principle, rather than science or anything else. Just for the sake of philosophical argument, suppose for the moment that the official narrative was correct on the facts: really deadly virus, and their response measures were the right way to save millions of lives - but so what? I disagree with their fundamental premise: they argue that life is precious and that saving lives is the highest goal, whereas I disagree. I believe that our poor planet is way overpopulated, that the total value of life is often a net negative, and thus saving lives is the wrong thing to do - any time a deadly virus comes around (suppose the next one will be truly deadly, not like the weak pathetic bioweapon from Wuhan), what we as a global society should do is not save lives, but let nature take its course, let Mother Gaia clear Her bosom from excessive human load.
Very early on, right at the beginning before holes and lies in the official "science" became obvious, I took the official narrative at face value but flipped the value premise: I will not allow anyone to save my life against my will! At the very beginning of the scamdemic, in late March and early April of 2020, there were lockdown critics who took their stand for personal liberty, typically on the basis of virus denial rather than on the basis of a Right to Die, and I clearly remember what the pro-lockdown crowd was yelling back at them. The latter crowd yelled "you, who now go around spreading the virus while demanding your liberty, let's see how you will be asking for liberty when you are on a ventilator breathing 120% oxygen" etc. I read that shit online, and I immediately made my decision right then and there that I will never allow anyone to save my life through hospitalization or any other such measures. I decided right then and there that if the virus is real, if indeed it is as deadly as the official narrative said, then so be it - quality of life is a higher value to me than quantity, and if some people have to die by way of viruses and whatnot in order for the rest to live a life of freedom, then so be it. And I decided right then and there that if I draw the short straw, if I have to be one of those chosen by the Fates to die from the virus so that the world can live in freedom without lockdowns, then it must be so - in that case I would have died a natural death, presumably from untreated Covid, while actively refusing any and all treatment or hospitalization. And yes, I thought about how I would resist forced hospitalization and treatment for the big C, with the fuckers trying to forcibly save my life against my will - unfortunately I don't have a gun, but I thought about barricading myself inside my second-story apartment (I have bars on windows, always had them) and piling all furniture inside against the door, to make it as difficult as possible for the Covidian police to bust in and forcibly ventilate me.
I did end up catching Covid in a way that could perhaps be classified as intentional: while the rest of the world around me locked down, I sought out whatever illegally-open venues and gathering groups I could find, and I patronized them. In late December of 2020, during Xmas time days before New Year, I got invited to an illegally-open "speakeasy" pub, and I eagerly went. I had a blast - we danced and we sang karaoke, without any facial condoms of course, while the world just outside locked themselves away and wore diapers on their faces. But a few days after I had that wonderful time, I came down sick. I refused to test of course, but my life partner (who came down sick a few days after me, confirming that I got the bug first and then passed it to her) and I concluded that it must have been the big C - it was significantly worse than the average flu, I was down for about 3 weeks, and my partner had that signature symptom of temporary loss of taste and smell. But we recovered entirely on our own, without any medical intervention whatsoever (and certainly no hospitalization) - and now whenever I tell my story of how I intentionally caught Covid and tried my best to die from it (by refusing testing and treatment), and people respond with "but you are still alive", I then respond with "yeah, unfortunately", in a disappointed tone of voice with emphasis on the unfortunate word.
And then came the vaccines - after I and my partner had our date with full-blast natural infection and came out fine. Needless to say, I will never, ever, ever willing allow anyone to inject me with that shit - I am not actively suicidal right now, but if someone were to forcibly or surreptitiously inject me with the dope, I would have no choice but to first kill the person who injected me, and then immediately kill myself before police arrive - there is absolutely nothing worlse in the world than being forced to live in a defiled and desecrated body.
And then came utter betrayal by my spiritual and metaphysical community. The username I chose for SaSu is no accident - I am in fact a priestess of neopagan religious faith. I've been on this path for 17 years now, I have studied several different neopagan traditions (Wicca, ADF, Asatru), and I am devoted to my patron Goddesses, of which there are several. I take my faith seriously, and I was quite active in the neopagan community as it existed before the Great Evil of 2020. But others in that community, those whom I previously revered and looked up to, my teachers - they all betrayed their own oaths to Goddess with their behavior in response to the scamdemic! When the tyranny first arrived, they all voluntarily complied, they all voluntarily shut themselves down - so despicable. There are very few neopagan groups that are big enough to operate an actual church, instead almost all groups meet in private homes - usually the home of the organizer-priestess, or whoever is able to act as a host. These are people's houses I am talking about here, not stores or businesses or formal churches, no government had any power to stop people from going to each other's homes and holding Goddess group meetings in defiance of tyranny - but the spineless, Goddess-betraying group leaders and organizers had complied voluntarily, usually accepting the whole narratives and the quantitarian value system behind it.
After running for a year and a quarter via Zoom, some groups started resuming physical gatherings in the spring of 2021 - but open only to those who allowed themselves to be injected with anti-spirit poison! This part is even worse than the lockdowns - at least the lockdowns were temporary, and if the pagan leaders' only crime were shutting themselves down for a year or two, then I would be open to potential reconciliation with them - but defiling your body and remaining in that mutilated state for the rest of your life - sorry, no, that's an irredeemable crime against Goddess.
There is also that little fact that I am a trans woman. Being a combination of both pureblood (meaning proudly unvaccinated) and transgender at the same time, I feel like a unicorn, the rarest creature there is - my situation appears to be a non-permitted combination in the present political divide. I am now officially unwelcome on both left and right sides of the political spectrum, at least in USA. The mainstream transgender community has rejected me because I am unvaxxed - they took the same despicable stance as the so-called leaders of neopagan community. But the anti-Covidian movement is dominated by Christians and similar "right-wing" philosophies who object to gender transition, so I am not welcome there either. I can see as clearly as a day now that both sides are lying through their teeth when they talk about bodily autonomy. The anti-Covidian crowd call themselves a movement for medical freedom, except that they don't believe in personal freedom to change your sex or even to abort an unwanted pregnancy. The left has been saying "my body, my choice" - but not when it comes to vaccines! What kind of bodily autonomy is it when "they" (the mainstream transgender community, the mainstream neopagan community) tell you to permanently and irreversibly alter your body for someone else's benefit?!
And so I am left wondering now if the only people in the world who truly believe in bodily autonomy are those who defend the right to suicide - and this path brings me to SaSu. Now just to be clear: even though I am a newbie to SaSu, just got approved to join a few days ago, I am not a novice to Right-to-Die philosophy in general. Many years ago, through obscure personal and family connections, I learned about ASH - as I understand it, the present SaSu community used to be on Reddit before getting booted from there in 2018, but apparently ASH was even earlier - when I first got introduced to the subject around 2005, there was no SaSu (at least not that I heard of), only ASH. I never participated in ASH, but I knew about that community, and I read their FAQs and "for public consumption" materials - and I always agreed with their fundamental philosophy, which was the same as current SaSu. And yes, I have had suicidal ideations myself at various points in my life, including around the beginning of the scamdemic when the betrayal by self-shut-down neopagan community (and they were already hinting to the effect of "we'll never give you your life back unless you submit to our vaccine") made the situation feel hopeless - and if I ever find myself in that place again, I would like to have this SaSu community as support.
But for now I would like to hear from others here how this community has weathered the storm of the past 3 years. The storm appears to be over and passed for now, but what about all of the damage that has been done? Are people here mostly purebloods like me, or mostly vaccine-injured folks? Or perhaps folks who took the vaxx but don't consider themselves to be damaged by it, or at least not yet?
