How do you spend your days?

[throwaway123]

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[Johnnythefox]

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[21Neberg]

I usually study in the morning. Getting things done gives me a good feeling. Then I usually play games, eat and go to sleep. I listen to music throughout the day, as well as check up on this forum.

 

[Redt2go]

Sleep and TV

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Monday to Friday I live in a state of anxiety and emptiness from my shitty job that I haven't even been in for that long. When I get home from work I laze about and then struggle to get to sleep in anticipation of the next unpleasant morning. Saturday I spend the day in bed not wanting to move. Sunday I've regained my energy to want to do things, only to go to bed that night to return to the next horrible week.

 

[Raggas]

Live on the computer trying to pass the time. Don't go outside unless it's a doctor's appointment. Sleep for as long as possible.

 

[felix]

Play on iPad all day. Sit around the house. Think of ways to ctb.

 

[Sick Boy]

i spend most of my time in the internet,sometimes i watch tv,cigarrettes and coffee helps me a lot
i try to not think about things that stress me out or cause me anxiety

 

[Toenditall]

5 days a week i spend at work come home every couple of days self harm hoping i hit an artery and bleed on my days off i spend in bed sleeping as much as possible when not sleeping im playing games and listen to music but every single day i drink atleast a litre of vodka smoke about 40 cigs and think why the hell im still here

 

[stellabelle]

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I try to sleep them away. I wake up, I chainsmoke, I take a bath, I eat my feelings, rinse and repeat. I stay up until the point of sheer exhaustion that I just fall right to sleep because of the dreaded flashbacks. Somewhere in between I talk with others in a large group and pass the time. I don't know how to live or function anymore.

 

[Terminated]

I usually wake up feeling sick enough from alcohol withdrawals to vomit a bit, and then I'll lay in bed for a while. If I smoke/vape weed to feel a bit better, I'll then travel to the bottle shop to buy some more cheap vodka to drown my sorrows. If I can't even muster the effort for that, then I'll just try to sleep, until the next day comes where the punishment starts again.

 

[Final Escape]

I usually wake up feeling sick enough from alcohol withdrawals to vomit a bit, and then I'll lay in bed for a while. If I smoke/vape weed to feel a bit better, I'll then travel to the bottle shop to buy some more cheap vodka to drown my sorrows. If I can't even muster the effort for that, then I'll just try to sleep, until the next day comes where the punishment starts again.

:(" sounds brutal, hugs

 

[Johnnythefox]

I'll then travel to the bottle shop to buy some more cheap vodka to drown my sorrows

Yeah, I've been there and know that feeling.

 

[Final Escape]

I get up in morning, take my thyroid pill which requires me to not drink or eat for half hour because it won't absorb correctly lol! What a pain in the ass. Then I make coffee with the keurig machine love that thing lol! Then I turn on the computer because I haven't bothered to improve my tv situation so the only entertainment is on laptop. Thing's probably gonna die soon. It's aging. I absolutely love YouTube so I get on there and see what my favorite people put out for me to watch lol! I procrastinate for awhile because I'm on autopilot and grumpy when I get up. I swear it takes a couple hours some mornings just to move off couch. This is also in part because I'm on adderall. Sometimes I have days where I'm especially depressed and I end up wasting most of the day not doing nothing. The days I'am busy I mostly work. I got to gym but struggle to be as consistent as I'd like to be. I sometimes visit my friend Kim, I met her because I moved into this apartment complex. I text with strange guys a lot lol! It gets old though. Some of them are my clients and some I've never met in person. Welcome to the age of virtual relationships lol! I waste a lot of time though. I try to take care of myself but sometimes I kinda start slipping, I won't make my hair nice, I'm not buying new clothes, eating enough.

 

[RRH]

I do shift work.

When I'm not at work, I pretty much just sleep all day, eat dinner and watch Netflix. Too depressed and anxious to do much else.

 

[goxua]

In soul-maddening despair.

 

[EmoIsNotAPhase]

Work more hours then my body is really capable of go home get ignored by my bf go on Grindr to make my phone starts to blow up and pretend it's people who give a shit abd want to talk to me get high to the lonely feeling I have and that's basically my day week life

 

[LongSeason]

I still frequent school, lately I've been playing videogames and watching anime less and less.
Now I'm usually just procrastinating doing nothing while listening to music.