How do you push past the fear of the void?

[hoping to lose hope]

How do you others planning to CTB handle that fear and have it contrasted with knowing life is horrible.
I get existential crisis whenever I try to seriously become at peace with idea of death despite wanting it.
I try to use reason but it does not offer me any solace.

 

[Peace_of_mind]

Maybe try to create a situation, where you are with a lot of anger and felling impulsive, and in a manner where you cant go back or call for help.
Thats my backup plan, if my SI starts kicking.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Maybe try to create a situation, where you are with a lot of anger and felling impulsive, and in a manner where you cant go back or call for help.
Thats my backup plan, if my SI starts kicking.

Good idea but I am emotionally numb wishing I ctb when I could feel a thing.

 

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By realizing the amount of suffering I am will most likely be done and I'll be in a permanent peaceful sleep

 

[CoalmineCanary]

Freedom from suffering.