Discussion How do you like, not go crazy anxious and panic for 5 fucking minutes for SN to knock you out? Is there a way to overcome SI?

[Suicidal Little Boy]

Like 5 minutes is a lot of fucking time for your SI to push the panic button and instantly make you regret your choices.
Do you have to do it the moment you feel like it or choose other methods that causes instant death? Or do you have take drugs to suppress that pesky SI?

 

[fedup1982]

Dying is hard

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

yeah 5 minutes is a lot . but could be even more , 12 to 15 minutes or more?

it's why i haven't killed myself. i feared my si might call the ER hospital . i can't go to the ER hospital.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

You take drugs that facilitate things

You steel yourself beforehand.

You choose a method without the drawback of reflection.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

That's why benzos are so strongly recommended for the sn protocol. But according to the pph it takes 12 minutes to lose consciousness, not 5.

 

[Suicidal Little Boy]

That's why benzos are so strongly recommended for the sn protocol. But according to the pph it takes 12 minutes to lose consciousness, not 5.

Are benzos at high enough doses enough to prevent self reflection or they just make you not care?

 

[eggsausagerice]

a lot of fucking time for your SI to push the panic button and instantly make you regret your choices.

you also have to do the 12 to 24 hour (i think 24 hours is too much) fasting protocol to not vomit. i guess that's kind of a preparatory phase that makes you more meditative when it comes down to when you plan on doing it. the cost of more sn (if you took all of it) and the cost of staying in the er as a us citizen would make me want to die more than deal with the financial repercussions while i'm alive. i just wouldn't have the money to be able to attempt again. maybe someone could listen to music or watch a youtube video to pass the time. i always think about the methods in comparison to each other. sn seems less anxiety inducing than hanging because i'm allowed to lay down while i do it, even if i'll still be afraid.

Do you have to do it the moment you feel like it or choose other methods that causes instant death? Or do you have take drugs to suppress that pesky SI?

the sn protocol means you have to prepare beforehand regardless, but the bare minimum is fasting and taking an antiemetic like metoclopramide or otc dramamine. benzos are usually recommended, like @DeathSweetDeath said. but most people have a hard time buying them bc the dark net is confusing. they're part of the protocol to lower anxiety and to help you go unconscious faster.

 

[Suicidal Little Boy]

you also have to do the 12 to 24 hour (i think 24 hours is too much) fasting protocol to not vomit. i guess that's kind of a preparatory phase that makes you more meditative when it comes down to when you plan on doing it. the cost of more sn (if you took all of it) and the cost of staying in the er as a us citizen would make me want to die more than deal with the financial repercussions while i'm alive. i just wouldn't have the money to be able to attempt again. maybe someone could listen to music or watch a youtube video to pass the time. i always think about the methods in comparison to each other. sn seems less anxiety inducing than hanging because i'm allowed to lay down while i do it, even if i'll still be afraid.


the sn protocol means you have to prepare beforehand regardless, but the bare minimum is fasting and taking an antiemetic like metoclopramide or otc dramamine. benzos are usually recommended, like @DeathSweetDeath said. but most people have a hard time buying them bc the dark net is confusing. they're part of the protocol to lower anxiety and to help you go unconscious faster.

God I wish I had access to F instead so i will blissed out of mind instead. Im too fucking scared to die with my thoughts alone

 

[Cyc]

God I wish I had access to F instead so i will blissed out of mind instead. Im too fucking scared to die with my thoughts alone

I'm in the same situation here. I might use diphenhydramine instead of benzos since I'm struggling to find benzos